A View of jingjing's World..

new blog

2005-10-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

www.jingdy.blogspot.com

after the exam week

2005-09-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

7:30 na at hindi pa ko ngaaral pra sa prelim exam ko bkas. ano b nman ung clin chem at pharmaco db?! ang dling icram non. ang dli rin ibagsak. khpon buong araw ako wla sa bahay. nghanap kme ng sponsors for the concert. hnggang glorietta nga inabot nmin. pti rustan's dahil sa goal ni oliver na mkuha ang essenses. hehe. so far sa dmi ng pinuntahan nmin, isa lang nman ung nclose na deal. sa shakey's lang tpos hnd pa cash bbgay nla. pro ok na din kc 1 week nman na free food. yumyum!

klngan ko na tlga mgaral at mgttelebabad pa ko mmya.Ü

ngreply nga pla c jv sa bday msg ko sa knya sa friendster at ntwa ko. hehe. gus2 ko na rin mgjologs' party!!!

case of the ex

2005-08-29T03:49:00.000+08:00

1. do you believe in 2nd chances?
>> if i really love him, kahit 3rd, 4th, 5th.... chances pa. martir ako eh.

2. if you will be wooed by two people (one is ur ex
and the other is someone new), who would you
choose?
>> i chose the one i love. un na un.

3. if ur ex tries to square things again, wud u give
him/her another chance even if the cause of ur
breakup was her/him having another affair?
>> been through that.. hehe.. next question..

4. if u wer d cause of ur breakup, wud u still have
the guts to win him/her back if you feel u still love
him/her?
>> i'll try to win him back only if alm kong mahal nya pa ko

5.How many ex did you have?
>> 1

6. are u willing to still be friends with an ex??
>> oo nman. we're friends.

7.Still have communication with an ex?
>> d masyado

8. who among ur ex boyfriends/girlfriends loved u
best?
>> eh isa pa lang nman eh. wlang mccompare-an

9. who among ur exboyfriends/girlfriends did u love
most?
>> isa lang nman cia eh. at mINahal ko un promise

10. wud u steal ur ex from his present partner?
>> never! lalo na kung masaya na cia at masaya na rin ako

11. is there anyone of them u regret breaking up with?
>> dati pero nrealize ko na ngyon na d tlga meant to be.. naks! hehe..

12. is there anyone now trying to win you back?
>> ngek!

13. will you give her/him a chance?
>> im already happy...

14. do you still remember all d names of ur ex
boyfriends/girlfriends?
>> oo nman. isa na nga lang kklimutan ko pa b?! tska wla nman pinagbago pangalan ng past and present eh. spelling lang. hehe.

15. if you will be given the chance to choose
among all ur ex boyfriends/girlfriends, who wud you
opt to reconcile with?
>> past is past

2005-08-29T03:31:00.000+08:00

wlang class ngaun. kc national heroes' day. d ko alm kung matutuwa ako o hindi. dpat sna ngyong araw na 2 tpos na ang prelim exam sa clin chem at pharmacology. kaso dhil nga sa holiday na yan nmove pa tuloy ng next monday. dagdag torture nnman next weekend instead na mkkpaglamierda na ko sa friday at sa weekend. lech tlga. inspired ako magaral ng only major subject nmin ngaun. marriage and family life. hehe. enjoy tlga cia. lalo na ung prof! cute kc. hehe.. ung tipong gusto mo pkasalan at iapply sa knya lahat ng tinuturo nya. haha. joke lang. kahit puyat ka klangan mo pmasok ng 7am class nya kc enjoy tlga. mwwla antok mo kkatawa. d k2lad ng ibang subjects wla ka tlga choice kungdi pmsok kung gusto mo mging intern next year. at kahit antok na antok ka na klngan gcing ka pa rin hbang dumudugo utak mo. exagerated un ciempre pro gnon ung feeling.

nmeet ko nga pla ngyon kuya ko. pro hindi ung kuya ko na kuya ko ha. getz?! oo na mgulo. bsta kuya ko cia na mas mtanda kay kuya. bunga cia ng pgging playboy ng tatay ko dati. first time ko cia nkita sa buong buhay ko pero alm ko nman ung tungkol sa knya bata pa ko. ok nman cia. bait. ciempre may dala chocolates eh gling states.
hehe..

TOXIC!!!!!!!!

2005-08-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

sobrang tgal na since huli ako nagblog. sobrang busy kc. as in mas busy pa sa busy. ramdam na ramdam na nmin ang lupit ng 3rd year medtech. prang tinotorture ka muna bgo mo maranasan ang pgging intern. sa sobrang katoxican nga nmmiss ko ang highschool life. dati tuwing break time at wlang gngwa nkaharap ako sa salamin at nagaayos ng srili nagssuklay, nagmmakeup. ngyon, magssuklay ako pagktpos mligo sa umaga. mabilisan pa un prang mga wla pang limang beses kc mll8 na ko dahil 7am na dahil l8 na ko ngcing. buong araw wla na ko pkielam sa itsura ko. ke sabog na ko o hindi la ko pnhon magayos. paguwi ko ng als-siyete ng gabi d ko na mklala srili ko. prang gling ako ng gyera. hehe. magssuklay na lang ako bgo matulog un eh kung matutulog ako. imagine from 7-12 puro lectures un. ung tipong nkkailang coffee candy na ko bumabagsak pa rin ung mata ko. hindi na nga ko mkpagsulat sa sobrang antok. nagmmukha na nga notebook ng batang first time magsulat ung notes ko. madalas sabay-sabay pa ung mga malupit na prof na un na magppa-exam kya kahit gusto mo ma2log hindi pwde. pagdating ng 12 ok na sana kc lunch na. kaso may test pa sa next subject ng 1. so klngan ko pa magaral at klangn ko rin magluch at the same time. kaso bglang may emergency meeting ang mts ng 12-1. ciempre d pwde umabsent sa meeting. multi-tasking tlga! kkain ng lunch for 5 minutes maximum time, aattend ng meeting at magccram sa pagbbsa ng notes hbang paakyat ng lab. pagsapit ng 1, simula na ng torture sa micro lab. sobrang init na nga, pptayin pa ung mga electric fan, nka-mask ka pa, nka-lab gown, nka-cap, at nka-surgical gloves habang kaharap mo ang sandamakmak na bacteria na pwdeng kinabukasan may sakit ka na. klngan tiisin ung init hbang nginangarag ng mga profs sa lab. prang akala yta nla robot ung mga tinuturuan nla. mtpos ng micro d pa rin tpos ang kalbaryo. sa kbilang lab nman. may araw pa nga na plema ung specimen nmin sa micro tpos paglipat ng para lab tae namn. wla tlgang krpatang maginarte. lecheng plema pa yan nilibot pa nmin buong ust at nagroom to room pra lang mghanap ng may ubo at humingi ng plema nla. mtpos mgbutingting ng tae magddrawing ka pa ng specimens. ewn ko b kung bkit ngging art class ang medtech. kya nga gusto ko mging doctor kc d ako mgling mgdrawing tpos halos arw2 ka pa pagddrawingn. ang mskit pa don llgyan pa ng question mark ang drawing mo kpag d eksaktong kmukha ung specimen. eh d sna mga fine arts na lang tinuruan nla kung gusto nla ng mgndang drawing. leche. pagktpos ng lab uwian na kc gabi na. sa wkas mkkkain na ko ng maayos at mahuhubad ko na ang dugyot kong uniform. kaso d pa rin ako mkktulog kc may test pa the next day. dati isang tasa lang ng nescafe ok na ko. ngyon gusto ko na ppakin ung kape pra lang umepekto. kya barako na lang 2loy iniinom ko na kahit sobrang pangit ng lasa tinitiis ko na lang pra lang magising. 2 months to go at sembreak na. pro ddaan muna ko sa butas ng karayom kc bgo un may prelims pa, finals, at compre. at idagdag mo pa ang medtech week na ddagdag sa ktoxican ng buhay ko. prang puro eyebags na nga mata ko at wla na kong pnhong magconcealer kc wla nmang mkkpansin dahil laht nman sa class puro may eyebags din. 1st sem pa lang to gusto ko na mag-give up pro mas mlupit pa daw d2 2nd sem. pano na kya ko non?!

abandoned little angels

2005-07-25T02:17:00.000+08:00

***this was inspired by our visit to the little angels orphanage in tagaytay -july 24, 2005.

i have a passion for kids. i love being with them. when i thought of the idea to celebrate my birthday in an orphanage, my only intention was to share my blessings to those kids who are less fortunate. pero i never imagined na ganito ung mgging impact sken. akala ko pagdating sa orphanage bbgay ung donations tpos konting usap with the kids then we're done. un pla kkaibang experience ung mararanasan nmin.

the place is decent. mukha ciang normal na house. or mas maganda pa nga than some houses sa urban area. pero pagpasok mo sa loob iba na ung mffeel mo. malinis sa loob. kmpleto ng gamit. maayos. pero there was a feeling of emptiness. and it was all because of the kids. pagdating mo pa lang sa gate may mga bata na sumisilip through the window and calling out "ate, ate!". tpos nllbas nla ung kmay nla sa window pra hwakan mo cla. pagpasok mo tatakbo cla ppunta seo tpos ihhug ka nla. gnon cla ksabik sa atensyon. first time ka pa lang nla nkita pero kakalong na cla seo, yayakap, hahalik, makikipaglaro. sobrang bilis nla ibigay ung trust nla. sobrang loving ng mga kids na un. ung tipong gusto mo na cla iuwi sa bahay kung pwde lang. pero bkit cla nsa isang orphanage?

they were abandoned by their IRresponsible parents. these kids were left sa nursery rooms ng hospitals tpos d na bnlikan. im only 19 years old and i admit i have no right to judge them dahil hindi ko alm what they are going through that pushed them to abandon their child. pero ano nga kya ung feeling nla ngyon? ung feeling ng alam mong may anak ka pero d mo alm kung nsan na cia. or even kung buhay pa cia. 2 of the kids suffer from hydrocephalus tpos ung isa, c jb, may cerebral palsy. they are special kids. special kids who need utmost attention and love. tpos bsta na lang cla iniwan at ngyon iba-ibang tao ung nagbibigay sknla ng attention na dpat ung parents mismo ung nagbibigay. in the first place, cla nman ang gumawa ng baby na un so responsibility nla un whatever the baby turns out to be. on the other hand kung sobrang hirap ng nman nla sa buhay d rin nla kayang isustain ung bata lalo na pag may abnormality pa. kung normal bkit cla nag-procreate kung alm nman nlang d na nla kaya bumuhay ng anak. ung special child nman, d nla klangan na iabandon na lang basta ung kid. marami na rin nmn na private institutions ngyon na willing tumulong sa mga operations, etc. at least alm nla na they did their best pra masustain ung anak nla.

ggwin na nming devotion ang pagvisit sa mga little angels. sna nga mgwa nmin. and soon pag kya ko na i dream of building my own orphanage. dati pag cnsb ko un prang wla lang, gusto ko lang. pero ngyon i found a deeper meaning na sa dream ko na un pra magpersevere ako na matupad un.

survey muna

2005-07-25T01:58:00.000+08:00

SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1 bed
2 PC
3 my special pillow
4 telephone
5 closet
6 dresser
7 aircon

TOP SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY MOST:
1 love u
2 hon
3 mwah
4 in fairness...
5 bye ingat
6 yoko na magaral (pag toxic days!)
7 inaantok ako

TOP SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE
WITHOUT: (in no particular order)
1 cellphone
2 pc
3 mirror
4 money
5 water
6 pen and paper
7 toothbrush

SEVEN OTHER THINGS: Do You:
1.Smoke? > before, ngyon pag matter of life and death na lang 2lad ng d mkkauwi ng maayos dahil lasing.. hehe
2.Drink? > yep.. 2 consecutive fridays na nga eh..
3.Read the newspaper? > mnsan pag lang mgwa
4.Pray? > whenever i can kahit nsa ssakyan
5.Study? > wlang choice
6.Attend Church? > not regularly
7.Wish on stars? > yup!! lalo na pag first star!

Have you ever:
1.Gone skinny dipping? > not yet
2.Had surgery? > wg nman sna kahit cosmetic surgery pa
3.Swam in the dark? > d pa nman
4.Been to a Bonfire? > bata pa ko non eh sa anilao pero im looking forward sa longtime planned na bonfire ng bart.. hehe.. tagaytay? check!
5.Ran away from home? > nagtangka lang pro d ko namn kaya
6.Played strip poker? > nope
7.Pulled an all nighter? > nope

SEVEN THINGS IN LAST 24 HOURS: have you...
1.Cried? > muntik lang dahil sa kids sa little angels
2.Sang? > sa car lang
3.Kissed? > c papa
4.Felt stupid? > d namn
5.Talked to an ex? > no!!
6.Missed someone? > yep.. kc namn ngyon pa nagpunta don
7.Hugged someone? > ate joysi, little angels: abraham, caloy, lucia, marga, and jb *sniff*

my last birthday as a teen

2005-07-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

Things im thankful for today:

*paggcing sken ni ate let (maid nmin) dahil kung hindi nya ko gncing mlamang late ako sa exam ko)

*pagtwag sken ng honey ko pagkgcing nya at bangag pa ang boses just to say happy birthday ulit ang i love you

*nung natulog ako kgb, cya ung huli kong kausap and knna cya din ung una kong kausap.. haaay...Ü

*pagluto ni mama ng spaghetti at pansit tska fried chicken

*pagbili ni mama ng cake kahit ayw ko ng black forest

*sa mga nagmsg sken sa friendster tska nagtext pra mggreet

*sa 3F medtech sa pagsalubong sken pagpasok ko ng classroom

*kay lei at tatcha sa paghandog ng song and dance number na korean.. hehe.. u made me happy!

*kay best sa pagasikaso ng bday celebration ko sa sunday

*ky mam jorge sa pagbbgay sken ng +5 sa exam sa cytogenetics dahil bday ko.. sna lgi ko na lang bday

*sa kwarto ko at pc na ksma ko ngyong bday ko....

2 MTS projects down!! yehey!

2005-07-03T15:32:00.000+08:00

tpos na ang org fair. successful nman cia. ok lang kahit 2nd place lang kme. encantadia ang theme na gnwa nmin sa booth. at ang nanalo pax romana. kc kampanerang kuba cla. maka channel 2 kc ung judge. hehe..

tpos na rin ang general assembly for the auxies. sobrang kapagod. sa sobrang pagod ko sinumpong na nmn ako ng migraine. as in feeling ko mgccollapse na ko. pro msya nman. at least successful cia. tska sobrang bait ng mga auxies na nsa committtee ko (logistics). mga bibong bata. hehe..

next in line is the general assembly pra sa buong medtech. patay na.. stress to the highest level tlga! goodluck smen. 1 week na lang ang time for preparations. at sa gitna pa un ng mga sbay2 na exams sa micro, para, clin chem at pharmacology. pakshet! pro d nman ako nagssisi sa pgging active sa org kc sobrang saya!

current problem: klangan ko ng specimen ng Enterobius vermicularis pra sa parasitology. cno nman kya kkunan ko non?!?! symptom: nocturnal perianal pruritus. in short, nangangating anus pag gabi. bahala na nga.

starbucks

2005-06-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

nagstarbucks kme ni macy knna. bonding/chismisan session. i arrived at 4:30 at umalis kme don past 7 na. as in hindi nmin namalayan ung oras. sobrang nkkamiss tlga. kwentuhan lang kme sa buhay2 at nagplan ng birthday ko. sna nga m2loy. last year ko plan to celebrate my birthday sa isang orphanage. hindi cia natuloy kc nagparty nga ako pero nkpagdonate nman ako. d ko nga lang alm san dinala bsta alm ko sa qc ung orphanage na un. kya promise ko tlga na itutuloy ko ung plan ko na un. last vacation nagresearch na ako ng mga orphanages na mlpit. tpos nagplan na rin ako ng pagbbudget ng money ko pra may pambili ako ng mga donations. dahil nga sa sobrang busy ko nklimutan ko na cia at less than a month na lang bday ko na. buti na lang pinaalala sken ni best na mlpit na bday ko at tinanong nya ko ng plano ko. aun sabi ko nga gusto ko ituloy ung orphanage. nagpromise nman c macy na tutulungan nya ko magorganize. as of the moment, 2 orpahanages na ung pinagpipilian ko. first option: little angels orphanage @tagaytay. ito ung mas gusto ko ngaun. sabi rin kc ni macy ok daw dito. second option: chosen children village. 2 ung site nla. ung isa sa philam -- sobrang lapit kya lang nursery lang tska headquarters ung nndon. ung pinkasite tlga nla sa silang, cavite. mejo mlayo tska wla akong idea kung ok b dito. sna nga matuloy na to. magtitipid na tlga ko. pumayag na c ate na smhan ako sa tagaytay. tska im expecting na may mga friends ako na tutulong sken. ehem... sa mga nagbabasa nito, mahabag naman kyo. share your blessings.. hehe.. un na lang gift nyo sken. join na kyo! pra mas mrmi taung mddonate tska mppsaya na kids! let me know kung interesado kyo..

after a long time...

2005-06-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

it has been almost a month since huli akong ngupdate ng blog. ciempre kunwari busy. hmm... ano bang mga importanteng ngyri???

leadership training last may 28-30 sa pililia, rizal. msya cia. sobra. first time ko umattend ng seminar na more than half sa mga tao eh hindi ko tlga kilala. familiar faces lang kc ciempre puro kme gling sa faculty of pharmacy. it turned out ok kc nkakilala ako ng mga bagong friends. msya cla ksma. at thanx ky ten tska ky dacs dhil nlbas nla ang acting skills ko. hehe..

ang bart's jologs party. kahit d kme kumpleto msya pa rin. at sna nga matuloy na annually na cia gwin. kahit mjo bitin dhil tinulugan ko cla nung umaga msya pa rin. ciempre bsta bart.

june 8, 2005, sa bahay. kung ano un akin na lang un! harhar... bsta i'll never forget that day forever... haaay....

june 13, 2005 ng madaling araw. the moment i've waited for so long. pro gnon lang pla un. after 3 years, hindi gnon ung expected ko na mrramdaman ko. cgro nga wla na.. cgro.. pro at least we're friends. at may secret kme na katumbas ng buhay ko. hehe..

pictorial with medtech soc officers sa qf @ diliman a day before the start of classes. nfeel ko tlga na model ako. haha.. gling kc ni ate breezy (ung photographer). kahit hinilo nya ko sa kakaikot ng ulo ko pra lang mcapture ung effect ng hair ko at sumakit ang hita ko dahil sa 10 years akong nkbend pra lang sa isang picture na sa huli d ko nman pnili, ok lang. ngstart kme ng 3 at ntpos ng 9:30 ng gabi. quezon city un at may 7am class ako ng microbiology the next day. ang saya db?! kya sobrang thank tlga ky tzu ping dahil hinatid nya ko sa bahay kahit sa las piñas ako nktira at sa cubao pa cya uuwi. touch tlga ko kc d nya nman saulo ung way tpos mgisa lang cyang ngdrive pauwi. tenx tlga!

ngstart na ang classes. 2 days pa lang ako pmpasok pro stressed out na ko. ang dmi na kc pnpgwa at lalo akong nstress sa mahal ng mga libro.

freshmen orientation. ang bilis tlga ng panahon. dti ako lang ung tntour sa buong ust. ngyon ako na ung ngttour at nnakot sa mga freshmen. haha.

org fair this week. gabi nnman ako umwi kgb dahil inayos nmin ung booth nmin with the theme encantadia. hats off ky ron dahil sobrang creative nya tlga. pang-cfad ang dting! ngpunta pa kme ng divi khpon. saya!

movie marathon

2005-05-25T08:35:00.000+08:00

khpon dahil sa sobrang pagkabored ko d2 sa bahay, nagmovie marathon na lang ako.

movie #1: my little bride (korean movie)
ok lang. it is about a highschool student who married someone older than her to grant her grandfather's wish. they lived under the same roof pro nothing must happen between them. the girl didn't like the guy at first and she thought the guy also felt the same. un pla bata pa lang cla love na ng guy ung girl. the usual story.

movie #2: he was cool (korean movie)
liked the movie so much! i watched it twice consecutively. ganon cia kgnda. and balak ko pa cia ulitin. prang meteor garden ung plot pro better. bully ung guy (played by johnny ng endless love) at misunderstood tpos wlang pwdeng humawak sa knya and definitely wlang nkhhalik sknya. pro accidentally nhalikan cia ni han ye-won. tpos kya pla hnd cia ngpphwak sa kahit na knno kc his father died of AIDS when he was a kid kya prang pinandirihan cia. pro for the first time may tumanggap sa knya at un c han ye-won.

movie #3: spongebob squarepants the movie
although npnood ko na cia sa sine, inulit ko pa rin kc d ko naintndihan nung pnnood ko cia the first time. kung bkit? akin na lang un.. hehe! the movie was hilarious because of patrick. ganda! siguro dahil din may sentimental value ung movie.Ü

movie #4: the pacifier
ive been hearing good feedbacks from the movie pro la tlga ko balak pnoorin cia. bumili lang c ate ng dvd (ciempre pirated! hehe..) pra ky mikel tpos inwan nya na lang d2 ung pacifier kya pnnood ko na rin. worth it nman ung movie.

pampaantok lang...

2005-05-23T02:27:00.000+08:00

Part 1: Basics
_____________________
name - Julie jane dy

sex - Female

bday - july 19, 1986

where do you live - casimiro village, Las Piñas City

height - 5'2

shoe size - 7

first crush - edmond sayaman

righty or lefty - righty

zodiac sign - cancer

first impression of you - suplada, mataray, tahimik

ever been in love - of course!

puppy love - kelan ko lang nrealize na puppy love lang pla un!Ü

tattoo - none.. henna maybe

crush - bamboo, aj dee
_____________________
Part 2: Food
_____________________

chocolate milk or hot chocolate - both

mcdonalds or jollibee- mcdo pero pag chicken n gravy jollibee

coke or pepsi - pepsi

root beer or cali - root beer

tea or coffee - im a coffee addict pro tea din sometimes pag klangan..hehe..

milk/dark/white chocolate - dark chocolate.. yumyum!

vanilla or chocolate - chocolate

cake or pie - cake.. chocolate cake!
__________________
Part 3: Pick one
__________________

marry the perfect friend or perfect lover - the perfect lover but at the same time a perfect friend

cats or dogs - dogs.. hate cats! sori issa!Ü

1 pillow or 2 - as much as possible 3!

w/ or w/o ice - with ice

winter/spring/summer/fall - winter

rap/r&b/punk/ballads - r&b

day or night - night

vest or mittens - mittens

dressed or undressed - undressed.. haha.. ciempre mainit ang panahon ngyon!

bunk or water bed - water bed

truth or dare - truth

MTV or VH1 - MTV

ocean or pool - ocean

showers or baths - showers

love or lust - LOVE

silver or gold - gold

diamonds or pearls - both

pencil or pen - pencil pra mdli burahin pag ngkamali

sunrise or sunsets - sunset pra romantic ung ambiance

blind or deaf - blind
___________________
Part 4: Favorites
___________________

colors - white, black, pink, lime green

number - 10

subject - intro to medtech, oral comm, quanti chem(very, very challenging! hehe..)

drink - water, iced coffee

animal - prince red!Ü

holiday - christmas

line from a movie -
The Girl: What do you want to order?
Kyun-woo: Cherry Jubilee... wait... I'll have Mango Tango... or Shooting Star... Jamonka Almond sounds good too... Okay, I'll just have Love Me.
The Girl: Wanna die? Drink coffee!

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The Girl: You know why the sky is blue?
Kyun-woo: Because the reflection from the sunshine causes...
The Girl: Wrong! It's to make me happy. I wanted it to be blue, so it's blue. You know why fire is hot? It's all for me. I wanted it to be hot, so it's hot. You know why we have four seasons here in Korea?
Kyun-woo: For you?
The Girl: Correct.

-MY SASSY GIRL

band - bamboo, mymp, freestyle, southborder

movie - serendipity, spongebob squarepants, meet the fockers, my sassy girl

hang out- asturias, houses ng friends

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Part 5: Future
_________________

number of kids - 3.. bsta gus2 ko may twins na boy and girl

job - doctor of medicine

ideal partner - doctor din.. someone exactly like him!Ü

**********

1.Anong oras na sa pc?
--- 3:05 am

2.May tugtog kbang pinapakinggan?
--- a little bit ng mymp

3.Nakatulog ka ba kgbi?
--- oo pero ngcing ako ng 4am tpos d na ulit ako nk2log nanood na lang ako ng clueless tpos nk2log na ulit ako 6am na

4.Tumingin ka sa bintana, ano una mong nakita?
--- mga butterflies na peke..

5.Anu kulay ng pc na gnagamit mo?
--- white

6.Iniisip mo ba siya?
--- oo nman.. kc may kslanan ako

7.Kung meron kang gust0ng sapakin
para san?
--- wla eh

8.Malabo ba mata mo??
--- oo at nagsisisi ako kung bkit ginus2 ko pa na lumabo ang mata ko

9.Do u love music?
--- dpende sa mood

10.Pang-ilan ka sa inyong magkakapatid?
--- pangatlo

11.Favorite drink?
--- ice cold water, iced coffee

12.Kumakain kb ng tokwa?
--- yep

13.Ano favorite flower mo?
--- gerbera

14.Mahilig kb sa saging?
--- ok lang

15. Ano suot mo ngaun?
--- powerpuff na pang2log

16.Ano huli mo kinain?
--- takoyaki tska french fries

17. Anong huli mong ininom?
--- green tea

18. San ka huling pumunta? bakit ka andun?
--- souhtmall.. ngpafacial, manicure tska pedicure tska binili ng pagkain c prire

19.Pet? Kung meron, anu un
at name nya??
--- maltese dog... c prince red!

20.Gusto mo ba clasrum nyo?
--- dpende sa classrum.. kc merong clasrum na laging cra ung aircon at d ka na makahinga sa init

21.Musta luvlyf mo?
--- haaaaay.....Ü

22. Naligo ka na b?
--- 2 hours ago..

23.Sino crush mo?
--- c bamboo tska c aj dee.. hehe

24.May patay ka bang kuko?
--- wala pa nman awa ng Diyos

25.What are you watching now?
--- myx

26.Ateneo o UP?
--- none of the above! go uste....

*********

1.Name ToP 5iVe Fave CoLors
- black
- white
- pink
- lime green
- red

2. Name 5ive favorite fast foods..
- mcdo
- shakeys
- kfc
- chowking
- wendy's

3. Name 5iVe things in your bag
- wallet
- cellphone
- kikay kit
- organizer and pen
- mints

4. Name 5iVe favorite Hangouts.
- room ko
- macy's house
- lianne's house
- asturias
- salon

5. Name 5iVe favorite food
- mashed potato
- pizza
- fried rice
- hilaw na mangga na maasim tpos maanghang na bagoong
- sashimi

6. Name 5iVe favorite songs as of the
moment
- beauty and madness
- everytime by janet jackson
- i'll make love to you by boyz II men
- hold you down by j. lo feat. fat joe
- im falling for you

7. Name 5ive things you would like to do
right now
- kausapn honey ko 24/7
- kalimutan ang yearbook forever
- hatiin ang srili ko sa dalwa sa weekend pra mkpunta ko sa lts tska sa jologs party
- unlimited shopping
- maglaro ng sims

8. Name 5ive most valuable possession
- cellphone
- digicam
- empty pack ng strepsils sa wallet ko
- dolphin necklace from ate
- caboodles ko.. hehe..

9. Name 5iVe things you are addicted to:
- coffee
- chocolates
- sleeping
- shopping
- nico

10. Name 5iVe plans for next week.
- umattend ng 3-day leadership training
- magmaktol dahil hindi mkksma sa jologs party
- piliting tapusin ang yearbook sa abot ng aking mkkaya
- magdiet at magexercise
- magsawa sa pgging bum

11. Name 5iVe favorite drinks.
- iced coffee
- green mango shake sa fruit magic
- mineral water na sobrang lamig
- san mig strong ice
- green tea

12. Name 5iVe highschool friends
- best
- li
- jen
- bart->
- >pipol!

13. Name 5iVe favorite movies.
- my sassy girl
- serendipity
- spongebob
- clueless
- coyote ugly

14. Name 5iVe favorite bands.
- southborder
- bamboo
- mymp
- freestyle
- spongecola

15. Name 5ive websites.
- yahoo
- friendster
- blog ko
- blog ng mga friends
- photobucket

16. Name 5ive favorite foreign artists.
- catherine zeta jones
- julia roberts
- adam sandler
- ben stiller
- reese witherspoon

17. Name 5ive favorite local shows.
- F
- digital tour
- encantadia
- documentary shows ng gma
- extra challenge

18. Name 5ive people you admire/idolize
- srili ko.. haha..
- jay durias of southborder
- catherine zeta jones.. ganda kc nkkains!
- c ate ko
- ung mga taong happy go lucky

19. Name 5ive careers you dream of
- ob-gyne na hindi mukhang losyang
- isang sosyal na dermatologist
- newscaster
- personal shopper
- housewife ng isang mymang doctor na mahal na mahal ko at may twins na anak

20. Name 5ive people that make you
smile/happy
- ate joysi
- bart pipol
- papa lalo na kpag may allowance.. hehe
- nico
- stand-up comedians

*********

1.kunwari hayop ka, ano ka?
:: white na butterfly

2. kunwari halaman ka ano ka?
:: bamboo.. full of strength

3.kunwari cartoon character ka, cno ka?
:: spongebob pra maaalala nya pa rin ako khit cartoon na ko

4. kunwari di ka pinoy, anung nationality
mo?
:: chinese

5. kunwari last text na ng buhay mo,
cnung tetext mo?
:: ggwa na lang ako ng group tpos nndon lahat ng mhal ko na nsa phonebook ko pra isang send lang

6. kunwari actor/actress ka, cno
kamuka mo?
:: c julie jane dy

7. kunwari bayani k ng pilipinas, saan ka
may rebulto?
:: sa tabi ni rizal pra may nagbbantay din sken

8. kunwari parte ka ng katawan, ano ka?
:: uterus.. ciempre wlang tao kung wlang uterus

9. kunwari d ka pinanganak nung year na
pinanganak ka, kelan ka pinanganak?
:: 1987

10. kunwari prof ka sa school nyo, ano
ang tinuturo mo?
:: quanti pra pphrpan ko din ang buhay ng mga estudyante

11. kunwari presidente ka ng
pilipinas,pandak ka ba?
:: nangaasar ka?!?!

12. kunwari alak ka, nung brand mo?
:: san mig strong ice.. pra wapak!

13. kunwari damit ka, anu ka?
:: pajamas pra laging nsa kama.. na22log!

14. kunwari merong may crush sayo,
gagawin mo?
:: wala bkt ako ggwa ng move?! yoko ng torpe

15. kunwari hindi ka anak ng nanay mo,
kanino ka anak?
:: sa tatay ko

16. kunwari pokpok ka, san ka nakalarga?
:: sa mga lugar na wlang humahada pra wlang competition

17. kunwari athlete ka, anung sport mo?
:: swimming

18. kunwari isa kang manager, saan?
:: rustans

19. kunwari puno ka, ano ka:
:: coconut tree.. tree of life! harhar!

20. kunwari member ka ng banda, anung
instrument mo?
:: drums

21. kunwari tatay ka, ilan anak mo?
:: mrmi.. d nman ako mhhrpan mnganak eh

22. kunwari si michael jackson ka, aamin
ka ba?
:: oo nman.. naagnas na nga ko magccnungaling pa ko

23. kunwari, syota mo si Sandara Park,
pagmamalaki mo ba sya?
:: d ako tibo noh!

24. kunwari di ka grumadweyt sa course
mo, anong course mo?
:: mass comm

25. kunwari disease ka, anu ka?
:: hodgkin's disease.. un kc dpat thesis nmin eh nguluhan ako kya kung mgging hodgkins disease ako bka skling maintindhan ko na cia

26. kunwari martir ka, pano ka pinatay?
:: 2-tym ng 100 beses.. martir na ko eh pro d pa nman umaabot ng 100 times.. wg nman sna..

27.kunwari painting ka, sinong nagpaint
sayo?
:: isang kid na retarded.. astig!

28. kunwari kanta ka, anong song ka?
:: pachelbel canon

29.kunwari robber ka, anung ninakaw mo?
:: lhat ng laman ng malls sa buong mundo

30.kunwari isinabuhay ang buhay mo,
sino gaganap?
:: ako pa rin. lang pkielamann buhay ko un eh

31. kunwari fairytale ka, cno ka?
:: beauty or cinderella or jasmine

arrrgh!!!!

2005-05-23T02:14:00.000+08:00

naiinis ako!!!!!!! hindi kc ko mkksma sa jologs party ng bart. dahil sa leadership training seminar. bkit nman kc ngsaby pa cla. tpos byad ko na ung lts. tpos sa rizal pa cia so mlayo tlga. sad 2loy ako.... huhuhu... sna lang tlga mgenjoy ako sa seminar na un kc alm ko mas mgeenjoy ako sa jologs party.. kahit mas mrming lafang sa rizal mas msya pa rin jologs party.. naks! naiinis tlga ko. bili na lang kya ko chopper pra mdli akong mkkpunta from rizal to cavite tpos blik ako ng sunday sa rizal.. hekhek.. mngarap daw o!

2005-05-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

d ko nsunod ang plan ko for the day. dpat punta ko uste tska may lkad kme ni nico pero prho hndi n2loy. ngsstart na mging busy ang life ko. yehey! khpon i attended 2 meetings. actually 3 cia. una ung sa mts tpos sa psc (pharmacy student council) for the leadership training seminar next week tpos sa freshmen orientation planning committee. sobrang kpgod at 4pm na hindi pa ko ngbbreakfast at ngllunch. nkkihya pa sa fx kc nk2log ako tpos nsa hrap ako at feeling ko nssanggi ko ung driver. hehe.. ok lang un mbait nman ung driver eh. kc ung ktabi ko na girl na tga perps na nursing na ang arte arte tinapat b nman ung aircon sa knya. eh prho lang nman kme ng binayad. english pa ng english as if nman bgay. eh mas mganda pa ata ung maid nmin kesa sa knya noh. kya gnwa nung driver tinapat nya sken ung isang aircon na nktpat sknya. wow bait tlga.

back to the meeting. sobrang unfair kc ang ganda ng freshmen party ngyon. sa metro bar tpos ang dming freebies sa survival kit nla. pro at least ksma rin kme sa party! haha! bukas mgffeeling photographer ako. mgkkuha kme ng pictures around uste pra sa daily dosage. pra un sa mga freshmen. feeling ko sobrang involved ako ngyon. hindi k2lad dati na pra akong nsa kwlan sa uste. thanx to mts dahil through this nkk2log ako sa iba. naks politician na politician ang dating.

got nothin to do

2005-05-16T13:30:00.000+08:00

another day of boredom. la nnman ako ggwin ngyon. pro im planning to work on the yearbook. shit. yoko na!!!! naiiyak lang ako pg naiicp ko un eh. ano bang bago ngyon? well bgong tao na c ate. kc wla na cia sa call center. day job na cia. yehey! d na ko magisa d2 sa haus pag gabi. kya lang sad din ako kc d na ko mkkpagtelebabad hnggang umga. pro ok na rin un kc klangan ko na m2log ng maaga. mlpit na psukan. so mmmiss ko nnman ang pagtulog ng 8 hours or even more than 8 hours. tska ngging oa na eyebags ko. mgstos sa concealer. hehe. kinakabahan ako ngyon kc glit ata cia. kc nman panira 2ng migraine na 2. nk2log tuloy ako kgb.

**********
written on my planner:

monday, may 16: revise minutes of the MTS meeting, work on yearbook, clean my room

tuesday, may 17: dennis' bday (happy birthday dennis!!!Ü), MTS meeting @jollibee asturias- 9am, withdraw allowance

wednesday, may 18: deadline for payment (750) for the leadership training, destination: UST -> SM manila -> haus..Ü

thursday, may 19: facial

friday, may 20: renew drivers' license, get together with ate mimi @ rob place - 1pm

saturday, may 21: badminton

sunday, may 22: [blank]

apdeyt!

2005-05-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

tgal ko na hindi ngupdate. well busy sa kung ano2ng bgay. tntmad na ko d2 sa bhay. la na ko mgwa. nbbaog na ko sa kknood ng tv, tpos internet, kkain, 22log, tpos mgffone sa gabi hanggang umga. prang ngging routine na lang ung mga gngwa ko. gusto ko maiba nman. lhat ng balak ko d n2loy ngyong summer. gusto ko mgaral ng taekwondo. gusto ko mgculinary arts. gusto ko mgaral mgviolin. gusto ko mgpuerto galera. gusto ko mgaral ng third language. chinese cgro or korean or spanish or french. tpos dpat mgeenroll din ako pra sa nmat review kaso d rin n2loy. lhat ng balak ko d n2loy. lhat ng ngyri ngyong summer wla sa plano. pero this is the best summer i've ever had. kung bkit.. bsta! saya ko khpon. may 10, 2005. haay... pero d rin gnong ksaya k2lad ng expected ko. pro ok na din. d ko namn ineexpect na aabot ng gn2 eh. sna hnd pa un ung last.

those were d days.. when life was still simple..

2005-04-18T05:13:00.000+08:00

1.Naglalaro ka ba ng Langit Lupa?
** oo nman.. "langit lupa impiyerno.. im im impyerno saksak puso tulo ang dugo patay buhay umalis ka na diyan.."

2. Natatandaan mo pa ba ang kanta sa Monkey
Monkey?
** "monkey monkey anabel how many monkeys did you see? three.. one two three.. and a rikitikitik and a blue black sheep is it true yes or no? yes.. Y-e-s alis.."

3. Saan ka mahilig magtago pag naglalaro kayo ng
Taguan?
** sa likod ng taya.. haha.. pra save agad..

4. Hanggang saang bahagi ng katawan ang abot
mong talunin pag naglalaro ka ng 10-20?
** hanggang tuhod .. stage 3 dancing na sken un.. tpos pag tinikling hnggang stage 1 lang.. hehe

5. Nagkasugat ka na ba dahil sa maling pagtalon
sa larong Luksong Baka?
** d ako nkpglaro non.. hnggang luksong tinik lang..

6. Ilang tsinelas na ang napudpod mo sa paglalaro
ng Tumbang Preso?
** hindi pinapansin ung tsinelas ko kc d nman umaabot sa lata..

7. Ano ang madalas mong pamato sa Piko?
** flat na gravel na pinupulot kung saan2

8. Hanggang anong oras kayo inaabot pag
naglalaro kayo ng Patintero?
** umaalis ako bgla kc d nla ko tinataya..

9. Saan niyo nilalaro ang Shato?
** d ko lam un eh..

10. Ano ang madalas na "base" niyo sa larong
Agawan Base?
** poste.. pero tgabantay lang ako ng base..

11. Hanggang ilang jackstones ang kaya mong
pulutin sa isang talbog ng bola sa larong
Jackstones?
** kya ko sampu bsta nka-siopao ung stars..

12. Ginagamit mo ba ang itim na stick para
panungkit sa larong Pick Up Sticks?
** oo nman..

13. Saang grupo ka madalas pag naglalaro ng
Cops and Robbers? Sa Cops o Robbers?
** d ko rin lam un eh..

14. Madalas ka bang maging taya sa larong
Habulan?
** hnd.. takbo lang ako ng takbo.. d ako tinatya.. saling pusa lang kc ko..

15. Malakas niyo bang binibilang ang mga numero
pag naglalaro ka ng Nanay Tatay?
** oo nman..

16. Gaano ka katagal maging taya sa larong Pass
The Message?
** d ko na mtndaan..

17. Naglalaro ka ba ng Tic-Tac-Toe kahit may
klase?
** hnd.. good girl ako non..

18. Nakapaglaro ka ba ng SOS sa graphing
paper?
** oo pero mdlas mgddrawing pa ng lines

19. Alam mo ba yung laro sa pad paper na
Sabugan ng Tangke?
** oo nman.. kya lang d ako mgling don eh..

20. Naniwala ka ba dati sa kapangyarihan ng
FLAMES?
** yes.. at d ko mtnggap kpag enemy ang lumabas.. uulitulitin ko pa un pra lovers/married/sweethearts/admiration ang lumabas..

21. Sa palagay mo, may katotohanan kaya yung
hula sa iyo noon nung naglaro ka ng MASH?
** wla noh.. eh akalain mong pti flower girl at place ng honeymoon pwde mlamn sa pmmgitan ng mash.. kalokohan!Ü

22. Nagta-tumbling ka ba sa larong Chinese
Garter?
** d ako mhlig mgchinese garter eh.. 10-20 lang..

23. Sa tingin mo, malalaro pa kaya ng susunod
na batch ng kabataan ang mga larong ito?
** hindi lahat.. ciempre mataas na ang technology ngyon..

survey: LAST..

2005-04-14T05:33:00.000+08:00

1. cnu huli mong ka txt?
> c nico..

2. cnu huli mong kausap sa fone?
> c nico din..

3. cnu huli mong kausap sa cel?
> c nico pa rin..

4. cnu huli mong ksma sa mall?
> ate joysi koh..

5. cnu huli mong nakasama sa skul?
> c angelo, angel, tzu ping, hans, tska ung 3 tga biochem soc

6. cnu huli mong nakasama manood ng cne
> lianne and mark.. ms. congeniality 2

7. cnu huli mong nakasama manood ng cne
na sa palagai mo e HINDI sulit ang bayad? bkt?
kelan?
> robbie and ed nung 1st year college pa.. intolerable cruelty.. lang sense!

8. cnu huli mong kinantahan?
> srili koh.. hehe..

9. cnu huli mong sinayawan?
> cant remember..Ü

10. cnu huli mong inakap?
> do hugs on the phone count?!Ü

11. cnu huli mong iniyakan?
> cya din..

12. cnu huli mong minura?
> same as above..Ü

13. cnu huli mong niregaluhan?
> c lei manallo..

14. cnu huli mong inerapan?
> d ako mrunong non.. haha..

15, cnu huli mong inapi?
> d rin ako mrunong mangapi.. haha..

16. cnu huli mong kinis?
> the same person that i hugged..Ü

17. cnu huli mong naicip?
> cya pa rin..

18. cnu huling tumulong sau?
> c mama.. inayos nya ung room ko..

19. cnu huli mong nksama sa studio pic?
> ate joysi..

20. cnu huli mong pina iyak?
> i have no idea..

21. cnu huli mong minahal?
> bkit b puro cya na lang sgot ko?! eh ciempre love ko..Ü

im currently...

2005-04-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

FALLIN

our little conversation
are turning into little sweet sensation
and they're only getting sweeter every time

our friendly get together
are turning into visions of forever
if I just believe this foolish heart of mine

I can't pretend
that I’m just a friend
'cause I’m thinking maybe we were meant to be

chorus:
I think I’m fallin', fallin' in love with you
and I don't, I don't know what to do
I’m afraid you'd turn away
but I’ll say it anyway

coda:
I think I’m fallin... for you
I’m fallin' for you...

whenever we're together
wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
'cause with you is where I’ll always wanna be
whenever I’m beside you
all I really wanna do is hold you
no one else but you has meant this much to me

I cant pretend
that I’m just a friend
'cause I’m thinking maybe we were meant to be

repeat chorus 2x

coda 2:
I think I’m fallin'... for you
I’m fallin' for you
I’m fallin', I’m fallin' for you
I’m fallin', I’m fallin for you
and I don't know what to do, yeah
fallin', I’m fallin' for you

>>> hindi lang dahil adik ako sa full house ngyon.. hehe
basta, ganda ng song... swak na swak...Ü

bahala na...

2005-04-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

my life's a mess right now. i know im doing a wrong thing pero im happy. as in super happy. but i know nman na time will come mwwala din 2ng happiness na 2. at sobrang lapit na ng time na un. pra akong naghihintay lang na bitayin sa situation ko na 2. i want to enjoy every single moment. dahil alm ko once in a lifetime lang 2. at never ko na ulit mffeel 2. kahit sang anggulo mo tingnan mali tlga cya. as in maling mali. i never thought na mggwa ko ung gn2ng bagay considering na sobrang galit ako sa mga ganong tao. pero pag nandon ka na pla sa situation mhrap na mgjudge. dahil alm mo na kahit anong decision ang gawin mo mssaktan ka rin. kya kahit alam mong masasaktan ka at may mssaktan kang mga tao don ka na lang sa masaya ka pra naman u have something to cherish pag wala na. kung pwde ko lang pbagalin ung paglipas ng time ggwin ko. lahat ggwin ko. oo na tanga na ko. pero ganon tlga eh.

dibdibang usapan.. whehehe...

2005-03-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

this is one of the days that i wish i was flat chested. hmmm.. on second thought d na lang pla flat, smaller na lang! hehe.. sobrang nhrapan ako bumili ng swimsuit knna kc lging un ung problema. as in ang dami ko na nasukat. ang dami ko na nagustuhan pro d ko pwde suotin kc kya ka nga ngsswimsuit pra mkpagswimming pero mkhang d ako mkkpagswimming na suot ung mga yon. ciempre conservative 2 noh! hehe.. prang totoo. tpos lagi pa ko pnpglitan ni ate knna na mdlas mngyari tuwing umaalis kme kc nkkitaan na daw ako eh d ko nman sinsdya noh. kslanan nung shirt. cno b nmang matinong babae ang gustong mkitaan cya sa isang public place db?! d ko nman hiniling na magkaron ako n2. d ko rin nman sinadya. pro at least asset din cya khit ppano un nga lang mrming disadvantages. it just shows that people cant really be contented with what they have. pag mliit ung boobs nagppalaki. even if it means spending a lot of money and getting breast cancer due to side effects. ung meron nman gusto smaller. at bakit b naimbento yang mga rebond na yan? pra sa mga kulot na gusto ng straight na hair. pero sa parlor mrmi din naman ang nagppcurl ng buhok kahit straight na ung hair nla. bakit may cherifer? na lecheng cherifer na yan d nman ako tumangkad! hmp! bitter! anyway, back to the question kung bkit may cherifer. kc gusto nten tumangkad. at tlgang sinali ko ung srili ko dhil gusto ko rin tlga tumangkad. pero bkti ung mga mttangkad kubado? k2lad ng kuya ko na pslamat na nga cya inubos nya lahat ng genes pra tumangkad at hindi man lang kme tinirhan ni ate pero kubado pa rin cya. ang gulo tlga ng mga tao sa mundo.. at isa na ko don!

too good to be true nga

2005-03-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

naiinis ako kc hindi ko dpat mafeel 2. ano b nman ung ilang araw lang db?! akala ko un na. halerrr??? ang tanga ko tlga ciempre d pwde mangyari un. *SNAP* back to reality na jing. wala un. its just a dream. isang dream na malay mo maulit ulit pero wlang assurance. walang assurance na mauulit ulit at kelan mauulit. cgro nga nagkamali ako. naganticipate kc agad eh. hilig kc maganticipate yan tuloy lagi napapala.

anyway, holy thursday ngaun. and2 ako sa harap ng pc. nsa bahay. magisa. ksama c ate na kasalukuyang natutulog at ang bagong maid. samantalang ung ibang tao nagbabakasyon. (hmmm.. sabi nang back to reality na eh!) well may mggawa b ko. alangan namang magbakasyon ako magisa db?! isa yan sa mga consequences ng may kptid na tga call center. wlang knikilalang holy week or khit pasko or new year or kahit na anong holiday. ginagawa lang double pay. eh ciempre syang din un noh!

this is it!

2005-03-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

finally... sobrang happy ko ngaun! as in! sana nga e2 na un.. perfect talaga cya!Ü too good to be true..

Quotes #2

2005-03-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

just a while ago i started thinking about u.. some nice thoughts came up, few yet fond memories, simple moments with u.. den i thought dat u should know, im so glad i met u.. i miss u..ÜÜÜ

-arbyn

aug 30 04

caring for someone does not necessarily mean texting evryday but making time to greet and to pray for them.. even in our busiest day. take care! Ü

-bianca

aug 31 04

d kta maccc kung nklimutan mo na ko kc alm ko dna ako mhlga sau nkktwa no? kc hanggang

ngyon e2 ako umaasa na sna mnsan pag ngiisa ka maisip mo khit pangalan ko..

-caloy

sept 27 04

sister ingat ka plagi ha!

-ate joysi

oct 5 04

best thanx sobra.. hindi mo lang alm kung gano mo ko npsaya... salamat...

-best

oct 10 04

best 3 hours na lang hindi ko na bday.. hehe.. best slmat uli sa day na 2.. mas mgnda pa ung ngyri 2day kesa sa westin.. hehe.. labshu best..

-best

oct 10 04

best pinagshopping ko na ung love birds.. at my pangalan na cla.. c polly at pocket.. hehe..

-best

oct 11 04

slmat.. khit wala na.. pambili mo na lang gamit mo!Ü

-kuya

oct 13 04

i often walka not knowing where to go, i often walk not knowing im goin slow.. i dunno y dis happens, i rily have no clue at ol.. maybe i need help or maybe i need u?Ü

-arbyn

oct 14 04

pag namimiss kta dmdting ung tym na sad ako dhil d kta mksama mtxt mkausp pro khit ganun msya pa rin ako dhil pag nammiss kta lalo kang napapamahal sken..Ü

-arbyn

oct28 04

nkakalungkot hiwahiwalay n tyo, iba ng nakaksama ntin sana sa landas na tthakin ko 1 lang hnhiling ko na sana sa dulo ng pupuntahan ko, don magkita2 pa rin tyo..

-mark

nov 1 04

best may class nba kyo 2day? gudluck sa mga class mo.. kyang kaya mo yan best..

-best

nov 2 04

it gest tough when i wanna c u but yet ur so far, der r tyms wen i wanna tok to u but u know its not easy, now i dont actually know if ur ok, ol i know is dat i miss u mor dan words can say!

-arbyn

nov 4 04

Attention: all candidates for cinerampa pharmacy personality, please attend the screening tomorrow, nov 13 2004 at 8 am at room 222.

-loann

nov 12 04

ei jane goodluck sa screening nyo 2m. lam kong talong talo na sila. buhok pa lang wala na sila. san ka pa?! godbless!

-chelly

nov 12 04

gudluck sa screening!Ü go, go, go!!Ü

-tatcha

nov 13 04

best.. i love u! i miss u!

-best

nov 14 04

mnsan mlungkot kc mis na kta mnsan msaya alam ko andayn ka mnsan may tampo kc prang nkalimot ka mnsan nsa2bik sau kc wla ka! pro khit mnsan d ko mgwang klimutan ka...Ü

-arbyn

nov 14 04

Paalam na

2005-03-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

MYMP - Paalam Na

Bakit nang magpaalam ka

Sabi mo ay babalik

Hanggang ngayo'y wala

Sino na ba ang bago mo

Mas malambing ba siya

Mahal pa ba ako

[Bridge:]

Hindi ko na pansin paglipas ng araw

Ang nasa isip ko na lamang

Laging ikaw

[Chorus:]

Paalam na

Nasaan man ngayon

May iba mang mahal

Pangako'y di nagtagal

Paalam na

Sana'y alam mo

Ang puso'y maghihintay

alang-alang sa'yo

Di ba ang sabi mo noon

panghabang-buhay na tayong dalawa

Dito sa pusong bihag mo

Wala nang papalit

Ikaw lang at ako

[Bridge:]

Hindi ko na pansin

paglipas ng araw

Ang nasa isip ko na lamang

Laging ikaw

[Chorus:]

Paalam na

Nasaan man ngayon

May iba mang mahal

Pangako'y di nagtagal

Paalam na

Sana'y alam mo

Ang puso'y maghihintay

alang-alang sa'yo

[Chorus:]

Paalam na

Nasaan man ngayon

May iba mang mahal

Pangako'y di nagtagal

Paalam na

Sana'y alam mo

Ang puso'y maghihintay

alang-alang sa'yo

Ang puso'y maghihintay

one major revelation

2005-03-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

ayoko na tlga... naiiyak na ko.. d ko alam kung bkit gn2 pa rin.. ayoko na tlga... may nlman kc ako kc nman bkit klngan pa mgtgal sa friendster yan tuloy kung ano2 nbbsa.. sna d ko na lang nlaman.. dpat naglog-out na ko.. ngalarm na ung fone ko ng 5 pra magaral na ko pero d ko pnnsin.. tinuloy ko pa rin ung pagbbasa.. hanggang sa..... boom! sira lhat ng iniisip ko... mali pla lahat.. mali nnman ako.. ayoko na tlga... ang daya kc. hnd dpat ngyari un. ktangahan ko kc. alam ko d nyo naiintindihan cnsb ko pero kung alam nyo kung ano ang mtgal ko na problema cgro mffeel nyo kung tungkol san pinagssabi ko. ang daya kc nya. db tama nman ako? shet wla na kong sense.. bsta madaya cya. unfair. pro kslanan ko rin nman. dpat tpos na 2. dpat wala na. pero leche khit ano gwin ko wala pa ring pagbabago. cgro nga nkkarma ko. or ito tlga destiny ko. pero d nman fair ang mga ngyyri. bkit cla pwde? kme hindi? ako b tlga ung mali? sobrang tgal na ko ginugulo n2. ptgal ng ptgal ngging worse ung mga ngyyari. ngyon wala na tlga. tpos bkt klangan ko pa mlamn un mula sa isang tao na sobrang inis ako at ayoko tlga ng lhat ng ginagawa nya lalo na ung mga sinasabi nya. cya pa ung may alam. at gusto nya yung ngyyri. as in sobrang gusto nya. ang sarap nya patayin. bingo na tlga cya sken. ayoko na 2loy magaral. wala na ko sa mood. ayoko na. sobrang sira na ung araw ko. akala ko mjo ok na un pla may hindi lang ako alam. nkkainis tlga cya. silang dalawa. silang tatlo. silang lahat. *ouch*.*sob*

mind bogglers as of the moment

2005-03-17T15:25:00.000+08:00

At last the finals is over. Technically hindi pa kasi may technical writing at lit pa tomorrow pero still sobrang feel ko na ang pagiging third year medtech ko. I cant believe na nalagpasan ko ang biochem at quanti. Ang dalawang subject na sobrang nagpahirap smen. Well pnhrapan din pla kme ng tech writing. Feeling major. klangan nmen isiksik sa sched nmin ang pagiinterview ng mga doctors at pagrresearch. Buti na lang tpos na cia. Tpos na ang biochem. Tpos na ang quanti. Tpos na ang lhat ng minor subjects. I will now face the reality of being a medtech. One year of subjects all included in the board exam. Klangan na magseryoso sa pagaaral.
our new apartment. May nhanap din kme na apartment. Mas mura compared sa pacific at mas malaki. Mejo overnight nga lang ako nagisip ng sobra at naguluhan kc tabi cya ng gas station. Delikado DAW. Pero ok nman eh. Why would they put up a business na alm nilang delikado at malulugi cla. Tska narealize ko din kung tlgang mmmtay ka, mmmatay ka. Kahit nkaupo ka lang sa loob ng bahay.
ung medtech graduate turned nursing student. She’s one of the businesswomen sa dorm. Mrmi kc non sa dorm. Ngbbenta ng mga kung ano2. kagabi nagpunta cya sa room nmin. As usual pra magbenta. Then konting kwentuhan. Nlman nmin na nursing pla cya. Pro sabi nya GRADUATE na daw cya ng medtech. Nagaral lang cya ulit. Ciempre the same old reason: wlang mkuhang trabaho na enough ung sweldo. Tpos tnnong nmin cya kung bkit d cya nagmed na lang. Kc daw ung ibang batchmates nya nkpasok ng ust med tpos after a year sumuko din. Nagnursing na lang. Imagine sobrang pnpngarap nmin na mkpasok sa ust med tpos cla snyang nla un pra magnursing. Nandon na cla sa in-aim nmin ngyon pro umatras cla kc nga nman for practical reasons. Hindi nman sa mnmaliit ko ang pagiging nurse. FYI nung bata ako nurse tlga ang gusto ko mging kc gusto ko magsuot nung cap. Hehe. Pero ayaw ni papa. Kaya doctor na lang ang nging pangarap ko. I took 3 college entrance exams. Two of which first choice ko ang nursing. Pero bagsak. Siguro nga hindi tlga pra sken. In the first place nman kc kya ko lang nlgay sa application ko un dhil sabi ni tita lenie un na lang daw ang gwin kong pre med. Dhil most of the doctors na ksma nya nagnurse na. Pra daw may option ako pgdating ng oras. Pero ang lumabas, medtech ang npasukan ko. Im proud of my course. Medtech is the best pre med course. Pero pag inicp mo sobrang risky ng condition nmin ngyon. Ang mga medtech d2 sa pilipinas receive barely 10,000 pesos for their salary. Tpos mnsan 24 hours pa ang shift. San mkkrating ang 10,000? Hindi pa nga pasok un sa family wage at lalo na masunod ang luho ko sa buhay. Pro kung sa states ka daw mgttrabaho mlki tlga sweldo. $2 lang ang difference ng salary ng nurse at medtech according don sa kadorm ko na medtech turned nursing student. un eh kung sa ibang bansa ka magttrabaho at may connections ka. May connection ako pero ang pnkahuli kong ggwin sa buhay ko eh magtrabaho sa ibang bansa. Cgrado nman ako na mgmmed ako pero d nman assurance na pag nagaral ako ng 10 years mgging mgaling ako na doctor at yyman ako. Sa condition pa ng mga doctors ngyon I doubt kung mgging mbilis ang pgging successful ng isang bgong doctor sa pilipinas. Nkktkot pero sobrang sigurado ako na ittuloy ko 2. dhil pag hindi for sure wla nang direksyon ang buhay ko.
siya. Nklimutan ko na nga b tlga cya? Eh bkit nppnaginipan ko pa rin? Ng 2 araw na magkasunod? Bkit pag knkwento ko cya sa ibang tao prang… basta mhrap explain in words. nkkainis. Dpat blewala na lang. Dpat hindi ko na cya naiicip. dpat wala na tlga. Ung prang d na cia nageexist. Pero bkit gnon pa rin?….

pacific suites

2005-03-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

naudlot ang paglipat ko sa pacific suites. un ung bagong residential condominium sa may dapitan. mlapit lang cia sa dorm ko ngaun pero mas mlapit ung pacific sa gate ng ust. sobrang in-anticipate ko na lilipat ako. inicip ko na ung mga dadalhin kong appliances, sinabi ko na ky papa, inicip na nmin ni liza (barkada at room8 ko) ung budget nmin. lhat ok na. ppreserv na lang. ang nklagay sa flyer march 15 ang open house tpos tnwgan pa ni mama last week sabi march 15 pa daw pwde mgpareserv. eh d ok na ppunta c mama ng tuesday. tpos knna pagpasok ko sabi ni kamille (seatmate ko) ngpunta daw cla tpos sobrang dmi nang ngpareserv simula nung saturday. kc nung ngpunta cla khpon konting units na lang ung available. kainis tlga! pinuntahan nmin ni liza knna bago umuwi nkita nmin ung rooms. mliit lang cia. hndi enough for 3 persons. wla nang space for pc tska study table. tpos meron pang isang binibigay smen. for 4 persons cia tpos may balcony kaso 13500. ewan ko lang kunin pa nmin un kc maliit pa rin. arrrgh! nkakainis tlga! mghhanap nnman tuloy kme ng apartment!

Expenses yesterday:

2005-03-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

750pHp - Prire's vaccinations. he had his last 2 vaccines khpon kya pwde na cya ipagroom! yehey! pero nkkaawa cia kc khit ako d ko kya ung 2 injection sa isang araw noh!

375pHp - sex and the city VCDs on sale. 75 pHp each. halos kcing price na cia ng pirated. hindi pa ko nkdagdag sa problema ng pilipinas on piracy na madalas im guilty of. dpat gnon na lang ung prices pra orig na lang ung bbilhin ng tao. 150 tlga ung orig price nya, ok pa rin ung price na un for an original VCD. konti lang nman ung difference tpos sure ka pa na wlang nagtatayuan na tao hbang pnpanood mo ung movie.

100pHp - coloring book: mtgal ko na tlga gusto bumili ng coloring book. mababaw na kung mababaw pero totoo. last summer ko pa gusto bumili kaso wla lang akong mktang mgnda. c lianne pa nga ung ksma ko dati sa national na nghahanap sa national eh. tpos khpon ngpunta kme ni ate sa national ndaanan nmin ung rack ng mga coloring book. sabi ko gusto ko bumili tpos un pla gusto rin ni ate kya bumili kme. stress reliever tlga cia. i found it out nung zoology lab ko. we have to draw specimens tpos ccoloran. ung stage ng pgccolor ung pnkanagenjoy ako. tska nkkaenhance pa cia ng patience at creativity!

90pHp - quickly. ciempre ung forever ko na inoorder sa quickly: coffee ice with choco pudding. la ng iba. tpos nilibre ko din c ate. at habang iniinom nmin ung quickly plabas ng festi, bglang tumunog ung fire alarm at nagkagulo ung mga tao at security guards. ewan ko kung bkit pero sab ni ate bka daw may nglaro lang nung fire alarm button.

130pHp - case for accessories. sabog na kc cla sa room ko hirap hnapin kya bnilhan ko ng llgyan.

90 pHp - damit sna ni prire kya lang hindi kasya kc mataba na cia tska lumaki. nung nghnap nman kme ni ate sa sm baby's section, tinawanan lang kme nung sales girl nung ask nya kung ilang taon sb nmen pra kc sa aso. pkielam nya b kung gusto nmin bihisan ung aso. may nkita kme kaso may ksamang shorts. as if nman massuot nya ung shorts db?! syang lang. kya bblikan na lang nmin ung sa bioresearch pag may size na.

20 pHp - arcade with ate. huling ngarcade kme sa metromall nung sobrang ayos pa cya

lecheng brownout!

2005-03-14T16:26:00.000+08:00

amputa tlga... ang haba2 na ng ntype ko sa blog tpos bgla na lang mgbbrownout.. kainis! ayoko na, wla na ko sa mood!!!

4:44 pm: ayan nsa mood na ulit ako... ciempre tintamad na ulit ako ityp lhat ng tnyp ko knna...

highschool graduation

2005-03-13T05:53:00.000+08:00

this was our highschool graduation... the last time we wore the uniform we've been wearing for 10 years... it seems like yesterday when this picture was taken.. now we're off to third year.. college, that is.. then 4th year.. we will no longer wear the white toga but a black one instead.. and the major difference is that we, bart people, are no longer together in our next graduation picture.... miss u all!

www.love.2loop.com

2005-03-13T05:09:00.000+08:00

A LOVE STORY

One gorgeous summer day at paradise you see the most pretty creature you have ever seen. Their name is ***** , and every move he makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend macy and say, "Wow, that has to be the most beautiful body I have ever seen." Suddenly, he looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! he says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so cool , and was wondering if you'd like to go to school with me and shop ?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, " miss you " and go with them. When you finally get to school , he moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a boyfriend hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed.

It reads: " ***** is the love you've been waiting your whole life for. he will ask you out in 4 days or less, but only if you send this e-mail to at least 10 people within the next few minutes. The more people you send it to, the sooner they will ask you out, and you both fall in love. Do not take this lightly, because if you simply ignore this, you will have bad luck in love for the next 4 years!"

A LOVE STORY

One quiet summer day at room you see the most single creature you have ever seen. Their name is ** , and every move he makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend tatcha and say, "Wow, that has to be the most awesome body I have ever seen." Suddenly, he looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! he says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so fascinating , and was wondering if you'd like to go to mansion with me and sleep ?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, " musta nman " and go with them. When you finally get to mansion , he moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a crystal hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed.

It reads: " ** is the love you've been waiting your whole life for. he will ask you out in 7 days or less, but only if you send this e-mail to at least 10 people within the next few minutes. The more people you send it to, the sooner they will ask you out, and you both fall in love. Do not take this lightly, because if you simply ignore this, you will have bad luck in love for the next 7 years!"

upcoming finals

2005-03-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

monday:

biochem class
.. at last no more endless lectures from sir torres.. exercises na lang

quanti test at 12-1
... my last test for quanti lec.. my last chance to pass a quiz

release of election results
... hmmmmm.... ????

tuesday:

physics lecture final exam
... na akala ko hindi na ko magaaral dhil mataas ung prefinals ko pero it turned out
mababa tpos whichever is higher that will be my final exam grade

wednesday:

biochem lecture final exam
... a very impossible test... khit mtpos ko pagaralan ung scope ng test n impossible
mngyari, wla rin nman ako maiintindihan... good luck!Ü

socio final exam
... rest hours... hehe...

thursday:

quantitavive chem lecture final exam
.... goal: career-in to the maximum level!

friday:

phil literature final exam
... bahala na!

technical writing final exam
... yehey! tpos na second year... third year na ko! hehe..

growing up

2005-03-06T05:52:00.000+08:00

im 18 years old... im 18 years old.. im 18 years old... honestly d ko nffeel na of legal age na ko.. pag may mga forms na klangan fill-up tpos may age mgiicip muna ko bgo ko lgay na 18.. d ako snay..

when i was little, gustong-gusto ko na mag-18... ciempre it means debut, pwde na mg drive, pwde na pmsok ng bars, pwde na bmili ng liquor, "cgro" pwde na mgboyfriend .. lhat pwde na gwin.. pero ngyong 18 na ko, la akong nffeel. ok ngdebut ako, nkkpagdrive, nkkpasok ng bars, nkkbili ng liquor, wla nga lang bf. nggwa ko na cla lhat pero hnd cia gnong ksaya. it really means freedom pero prang nkkmiss din mging bata. 2 weeks na lang 3rd year college na ko. sobrang bilis. tpos intern na ko den medical school. ilang years na lang doctor na ko . pero prang d ko mfeel.. feeling ko bata pa rin ako.. sb nga ni ate mkha daw ako grade school pero pag nsa lbas mga 15 or 16 namn daw. nagssisi ako kung bkit ko mndali ung pgtanda ko..

the best part in "my sassy girl"

2005-03-06T04:27:00.000+08:00

10 Rules to Follow in dating by Gyeon-wo

1. Don't ask her to be feminine.

2. Don't let her drink over three glasses, she'll beat someone.

3. At a cafe, drink coffee instead of coffee or juice.

4. If she hits you, act like it hurts. If it hurts, act like it doesn't.

5. On your 100th day together, give her a rose during her class,she'll like it a lot.

6. Make sure you learn fencing and squash.

7. Also, be prepared to go to prison sometimes.

8. If she says, she'll kill you, don't take it lightly.

9. If her feet hurts, exchange shoes with her.

10. Finally, she likes to write.Encourage her.

>>> *sigh*.. this is the part of the movie na sobrang naiyak ako... Ü

at last!

2005-03-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

the campaign for medtech soc is over.. elections na sa monday.. sna nman wg manalo c abstain... hehe.. pro sbrang sarap ng feeling ng may naaccomplish.. to think na sobrang rush tong campaign na to.. imagine nung monday lang kme cnbihan na elections ng friday.. at hindi pa kme nkkpagcampaign not even prepare the requirements.. buti na lang minove cia ng monday.. pro still may mga palpak pa rin due to some people's faults... hehe.. enough na nga yan.. tpos na un...

2 weeks to go at bakasyon na.. excited na ko.. mkkatulog na ko ng mhimbing.. hindi ko na mkkita c sir torres at maburo sa mga lectures nya sa biochem.. hindi na MUNA ako aakyat sa lab na prang nauubos lhat ng energy ko sa ktwan sa wlang ktpusang pgakyat.. hindi na ko ggcing ng maaga... at last!!!!

feb 20, 2005

2005-02-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

walang nmang important event ang ngyari sa araw na 2 bukod sa for the very first time nprove ko sa srili ko na nklimutan ko na tlga cya.. first time d ko cia binati.. at hindi un ang last.. cmula ngyon wla nang mhlgang mngyyri ng february 20.. hahaha!

ksma ko c rod sa fx.. ngkita kme sa lawton dhil preho kme gling uste.. wla kwentuhan lang ng buhay2..

sunday ang araw na to.. at nsa uste ako.. monday to friday may class ako.. saturday may lts ako for the whole day.. pgdting ng sunday.................. compulsary na manood ng play for socio.. npkasaya 7 days a week.. pero in fairness mgnda nman ung play.. un nga lang sbrang pagod at antok lang tlga ko kya nakatulog ako sa kalagitnaan ng play at ngsing na ko nung ngpalakpakan na ung mga tao kc tpos na ung play.. hehe..

"hiblang abo" ung title nung play. tungkol cia sa mga matatandang lalaki na nasa home for the aged.. wla na clang pamilya tpos ung 2 ex-convict pa.. malungkot ung story na masaya kc may halong green.. sbrang naantig (ang lalim!) ako sa story kc mga malambot tlga ung puso ko sa matatanda lalo na ung mga abandoned. meron pa isang scene na nmatay ung ksmahan nla na si tandang basyo tpos ciempre d na alm kung nsan na ung pmilya nya. don na lang cia binurol sa home for the aged kc un ung hiling nya since un na ung tinuring nya na pamilya. pgktpos ng burol instead na bbgyan cia ng maayos na libing, "iddonate na lang cya sa syensya"... cla ung mga pngaaralan sa med.. kya sbrang ntamaan ako kc soon isa sa mga matatandang un ang may-ari ng katawan na bubulatlatin ko... hindi ako nadidiri... naaawa ako dhil tao pa rin cla.. khit according to theology ay upon death nghihiwalay na ung body and soul at ung body un ung nttira d2 sa earth, tao pa rin un.. mlay mo ung specimen mo nktabi mo pla sa bus...

comments...

2005-02-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

bored to death
the moment i open my eyes in the morning ( i mean noontime!Ü) i realize its the start of a new day again. a new day of watching tv all day and night. no more books to read. no more projects to do. and no longer rush to the dorm's bathroom to be the first one to take a bath. turn the tv on.. go to the kitchen and get some food.. wait for ate to come home.. then just go on watching tv.. the next minute, few hours had already passed and its already six o'clock.. time to surf the net.. hehe.. then watch tv again.. eat.. watch tv... then fall asleep.. what a bum life! the joys of semestral break!

>>>waaah!!! nkakamiss na ang gn2ng life! 1 month to go pa!!!

pressured

2005-02-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

sbrang nkakainis kpag lhat ng tao inaasahan ka na gwin ang isang bgay na ayw mo na gwin.. ung gusto mo na klimutan hbang buhay.. sna hnd mo na lang cya sinimulan.. sna hnd mo na lang tnanggap.. sna wlang problema.. sna hindi lhat ng tao asar seo.. asar dhil sa isang bgay na hindi mo na nman ginusto.. hindi mo nman alm kung pano ggwan ng solution ng ikw lang mgisa.. ciempre may buhay ung ibang tao.. at hindi cla ang nppressure.. ayoko nman cla idamay.. ayoko dhil partly kslanan ko nman 2.. dpat gwan ko ng solution.. pro pano???.. hindi lang un ang buhay ko.. mas mdming importanteng bgay ang dapat ko asikasuhin.. kung pwde ko lang sna ibalik ung time.. ayoko na!!! getz mo???

in short-- yearbook! tangina!

www.buhaynijamir.blogdrive.com

2005-02-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

oo blogdrive yan ni dennis clemente.. pgopen ko kc ng yahoo messenger ciempre tningnan ko kung cno ung mga nkaonline. nkita ko agd c dennis tpos click ko ung message sa name nya and bnsa ko blog nya.. la lang natutwa kc ko sa mga blog ni dennis.. career! hehe.. mtouch ka nman dennis pg nbsa mo 2.. hehe.. enweis ive read "current state of mind: confused".. grbe nphanga mo ko dennis.. gling! ..Ü

song from my sassy girl!

2005-02-06T01:02:00.000+08:00

I believe
Sung by Shin Seung Hun

I believe geudae gyeote eob jiman
I daero i byeoreun ani gejyo
I believe na e ge u neun gireun
Jo geum meori dora or bbuni gejyo

Modu ri nagan geu gi eog sogeseo
Naega nareur a peuge ha myeo nun mureur mandeurjyo

*Naman keum eurji anh gireur geudae maneun
Nunmur eobsi nar pyeonhage bonaeju gireur
Eonjenga dasi dora or geudae raneun
Georari e nan migo i gi e

Gida reor ggeyonan geudae yeoyaman hajyo

I believe naega apa hargga bwa
Geudae neun eurjido mohae gejyo
I believe neureu neun naenun meuri
Geudaer dasi naege doryeo jugejyo

Jaggo meomju neun nae nungir sogeso geu dae
Mo seub deuri ddeo eura nun meureur mandeur jyo

*Naman keum eurji anh gireur geudae maneun
Nunmur eobsi nar pyeonhage ddeo na jugireur
Eonjenga dasi dora or geudae raneun
Georari e nan migo i gi e

Gida reor ggeyonan geudae yeoyaman hajyo

Nan geudae argi jeon i sesangdo
I reohge nun bu syeo neunji
Geu haneur arae seo ijen nunmuro nam gyeo jyeojiman
I jareor nan jikir ggeyo

Geudaeran iyu maneuro na e geneun
Gida reom jocha chumbunhi haengbog hagejyo
Saranghan iyu maneuro
Ddo haruga jinagago o neungir ijeodo

Gida reor ggeyo nan geudae yeoyaman hajyu
Nan geudae yeoyaman hajyu

Einglish Translation

I Believe

I believe..
though you''re not here by my side
this is not the end, is it?
I believe..
the road you choose to come back
is just a bit detoured, isn''t it?
living in my memories,
I hurt myself crying out my tears

*hope you don''t cry as much as I do
hope you can leave me without tears
I know that you''ll come back (to me)
someday because I believe (you''ll come back)
I''ll wait for you, it has to be you*

I believe..
you couldn''t cry
coz u worried about my pain
I believe..
my tears will bring you back to me
I can''t erase you from my eyes
which makes me cry

Repeat*

Before I know you
the world was not as beautiful as now
now under the same sky
I''m alone with tears
but I''ll stay here
Just because of you
even with my hopeless waiting
I''ll be happy enough
Just to think about love
I forget another day is coming and going
I''ll wait for you, it has to be you
It has to be you

****sigh****

prince red

2005-02-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

prince red is our new maltese dog.. super cute nya pra ciang ngllkad na stuff toy.. sna maupload ko ung pic nya.. he's already 2 and 1/2 months pero ang tba.. takw kc.. first time ko mgalaga ng dog kya sbrang tuwng tuwa ko sknya kc d cya nkktkot. why prince red? prince kc gling cya sa england.. tpos kya red kc nung nkita ko cia iniicpan ko cia ng name.. sbrang dmi ko na tinatwag sknya pro d cia 2mtngin.. except na lang nung tinawag nmin cya na jayjay.. pro prang bbtukan kme ni kuya pg kpangaln nya ung aso.. hehe.. tpos hbang bnbsahan ko cia ng mga chinese na words na pwde ipnglan sknya.. nktingala lang cya.. nktingin sa bag ni ate.. eh color red ung bag ni ate kya naicp ko red.. tpos bgla cya tumingin ibg sbhin gusto nya ung name nya.. tpos pag inuutusan cya at tinawag sa pangalan nya, sumusunod agd cya.. kya aion.. PRINCE RED!

quotes

2005-02-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

mlpit na mcut line ko pro mwla ung mga memorable quotes na nrcv ko nung e2 ung # ko.. except na lang ung mga quotes na nsa fone ko na nanakaw(huhuhuhu!). dun tlga ung mga pnkaimportanteng quotes, kung bkit? akin na lang un.. ciempre c... Ü.. nyak.. tama na nga yan.. la na un.. ksma na cyang nwla ng celfone ko.. tska wla din d2 ung mga msgs na nsa folders ko sa 31.. d ko na kc nsend.. puro gling ky macya pa nman un..

kala ko dati malas ako, kla ko pinagtripan koa ng mundo. tapos napatingin ako sayo tapos napangiti. bakit? kc kahit gano ko kmalas bawing-bawi laht dahil sayo. i mish ÜÜÜ -karen, feb 8 '04
badtrip ang quotes noh? kc minsan parang totoo un pla 4ward lang minsan forward lang un pala 220 na! sabihin ko kya na "miz kta"! forward lang nasa icp mo db? pero 220 yan! -dennis, march 25 '04
somebody asked me, "did you ever miss someone?" it made me stop and think. then i smiled because i was thinking of you... just like now. take care..ÜÜ -ate gie, march 28'04
naiicip ko ung mga ngyri noon.. ang kulitan.. mga payo mo pag may problema ako.. mga kalokohan.. ang mga asaran. alm mo b? mis na kta..Ü -jen, march 31 '04
thinking of 2mrw brings tears to my eyes coz 2mrw we might have to say goodbye.. but if tomorrow should be the end, the best memory id take wid me was the day u became my angel. -arbyn, july 10'04
sometimes we miss someone wv lost or som1 we hvent toked 2 for awhile, but i mis u coz wnever i look beside me, ready to laugh and tell about my day.. i find myself sitting alone, wishin ur der.. =c - arbyn, july 13 '04
ur 1 of d persons i never asked from God but still He gave u 2 me I asked him y and He said: "coz i know she can fill ur life lyk no one else will." - robbie, july 18'04
i can hear my heart cry as i c u wid sum1 new, yet i try to smile so u wudnt knw dat im missin u.. but no matter how hard i try i can still feel the pain coz i know w/o u things wont be the same.. -arbyn, july 30 '04
im gald som1 lyk u came in2 my life more dan i wanted more than i needed better than i expected i dont know how long i cud keep u but i hope dat wat i have is enuf 2 make u stay!Ü wavu! - robbie, aug 14 '04
dont u find it magical dat in a world filled with people God found a way for us 2 be friends i thank Him with all my heart dat wen he wrote my life He included u in it.Ü -lora, aug 21'04
mahalaga din pla na pmnsan2 eh d tau ngkkita, hindi ngkakausap.. at least ngkkaron ng gamit at kahulugan ang mga salitang "uy miss na kita.. sobra!"Ü sna mgkta na tau ulit.. -lianne, aug 27 '04
sabi nila wag adw ktang ssktan. sb nla mhalin daw kta ng lubusan. alm ko d ko kya, pero ggwin ko. ndi dahil tama, ndi dahil nararapat, at ndi dahilsb nla. smple lang; mhal lang tlga kta. - lei, aug 28 '04

literacy training service seminar

2005-02-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

this is my reaction paper sa isang seminar.. actually boring cia, nakatulog ako. kya tinamad ako gwin yan.. 1 week late 2loy..hehe..

Last January 23, 2005, Iraya held a seminar for all the teacher volunteers. When I learned about the seminar, the first thing that came to my mind was that it would serve as training for the teachers for better guidance and teaching of the students. The seminar didn’t taught me how to teach them but better yet it inspired me to understand them better of their conditions. The said event was not only beneficial to my task and dedication to teach but also for myself as a person. I learned things that I would not learn from books alone.Several talks with different topics were given to us. But the talk that stuck to my mind was that of sex education. Of course you cannot teach such topic to a ten-year old child. But in the fulfillment of being a good teacher, the manner of teaching is not the only factor but also being a good example to a child and showing them morality through living with the values given.One of the stories that were told by the speaker is among the best stories I’ve heard. It was about a mother who wanted to abort her baby and she told it to a priest. And the priest said that he thinks that it is better to kill the woman’s eldest son instead of the baby in the womb since the eldest son needs greater expenses than the baby who just needs milk to be able to live. I totally agree to the story that there is no difference in aborting a baby and killing your own child who is already in this world. They are both God-given. An additional message of the story is that every child that God gives to a parent is taken care of. He will not be hungry in this world because “everyone of us has a loaf of bread underneath our arms upon birth”. If you take it literally, you cannot say that to a mother or even a child who is living in a squatters’ area and being lucky just to eat one unhealthy meal of instant noodles for the whole day. They will not accept that fact no matter how hard you convince them. But after reflecting on it, I realized that it is not to be taken literally. It means that every child, even if it is just considered a fetus scientifically, have the right to live in this world because God will never leave them and always provide for them even if they are blessed not that much in terms of material things. Every day that these underprivileged families live on is a miracle and a gift from God. That message should be the principal way of thinking that we, volunteer teachers, should inculcate in the minds of our students who are mostly among the marginalized sector of our society.

new room..

2005-02-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

last weekend was a major change in my life.. lumipat na ko ng room.. nghiwalay na kme ni ate.. mgkaiba na kme ng bed.. bata pa lang kme ni ate we share the same room na at ang pglipat ko ng room (khit sa tpat lang ng dati nming room!) nkkapanibago.. d na mgulo ang kwrto dhil sa dami ng mga gamit ko. pero ciempre don pa rin ako 22log.. hehe..

one of the best bulletins i've ever read

2005-01-31T17:27:00.000+08:00

Date: Monday, January 31, 2005 12:50:00 PM
Subject: what do you know!!???...

Message:
ei fugly!!..stop dissing..cge, magtatagalog ako for you..bakit ka nasa room ng amo mo!?..y did you use his webcam???para blurry??para di makita tunay mong itsura..look at yo hair..nakuryente ka ba??..some criticisms lang about your profile..masyado ka kasing mayabang eh..you're using american teen lingo but do you really know kung anong ibig sabihin non!?..

--1."M a FiLiPina, PuRe In BlOod"- aba..syempre naman..what do you think..mukhang kang may foreigh blood..baka naman gusto mong sabihin pure-blooded Filipina!?..

2."ImA HeLlA OnE good DaNcEr So better WaTch Out WiT mUh MovEs."-alam mo ba kung pano gamitin ang hella!?..it is used in conjunction with another word as an intensifier, as if to say "very"..maybe you can just drop the word "one"...

3."I better StAy OuT AnD FoOl ArOunD Wit MuH FriEnDs ThAn StAy At HomE AnD Do SoMe MeSs."- ows??..di nga!?..di ba kaw lang naman naglilinis ng house nyo??

4. "M JeZ In MuH RoOm SnOriN In DaH piNk bEd"-..jez??..baka just or juz?..pink ba bed moh!?..di naman ah..oh come on
5. "I ShOp Til MuH pOcKet DrOp."- kawawa nga tatay mo eh..tsaka wrong grammar..

6."TakE A LoOk I N mUh ClOsEt. NaMe It!! It GoT It AlL! FrOm ScHoOl GeAr To SumMEr wEar, To Kick-AsS KiCk AnD ReTrO ToTeS."-yeah right..as if totoo..i've seen your closet na noh..

7. "m SeRioUs BuT M ChIlDiSh."-- wrong sentence construction..where's the catch??

8. "m CoOl Yet M Smart"-- poor sentence construction..are you smart??..fo real??..di ba ang dami mong failing grades??

9."m A BiaTcH BuT M GoOd."- where's the logic??

10.."I cAn Be EvEryThin , iT dEpeNds On YaH."- so, can you be my personal assistant??

11. "WhEn M WaLkIn It sEemS LikE I knOw EvErYbOdY"--yup yup..lahat ng aso tinatahulan ka eh!!

12."Hmmm..NoW, CaN I RuN fO PrEsIdEnt!?~(hAhA!!)~"yup.. president ng janitor's society of the phil..

13."M a ClEaN lIviN peRson. I dOn t SmokE, drInK Or WutEvEr."- eh how bout sex??..

14."m QuIeT But M loUd"- huh!?...weird!!!.....hahahaha...see yah 'round hoochie!...

>>> nice one jen!!! hahaha! sana mabasa nya yan... hmmm.. ano nnman kya mgging rxn nya?! can't wait.....ÜÜ

top ten foods that make me happyÜ

2005-01-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

potatoes (mashed, mojos, fries etc.)
pizza
balot pero ung sisiw lang tska sabaw
fried rice @ sr thai
dirty ice cream
dark chocolate
cotton candy
frap
coffee jelly
nido oriental soup

sa tamaraw fx

2005-01-24T16:24:00.000+08:00

tuesday..
january 18 '05..
9:15 am..
nauna ako na nksakay sa fx
nsa harap ako
pagupo ko binuklat ko na ung libro ko sa technical writing
dahil ilang oras na lang prelims ko na at hindi pa ko tapos magaral
pagdating sa tapat ng casimiro commercial
bumukas ang pinto
matangkad na lalaki
maputi
at higit sa lahat nakaputi
umupo sya sa tabi ko
nung umupo cia natigilan ako
prang may naalala ako
ppasok ng wlang dalang bag
ung suot na silver na bracelet
ung pabango
pati ang pagayos sa polo pra hindi magusot sa pagkakaupo
tinuloy ko ang pagbabasa
pero napapatingin lang ako sayo
pagdating sa baclaran nakatulog ka
kahit nasasakop mo na ang buong space ok lang
kahit natatamaan na ko ng kambio ng driver ok lang
at kahit nakasandal ka na sakin
mas lalong ok
nakakainis dahil kung kelan mo kailangan ng traffic
tska nman wlang traffic
nsa kalaw na agad
ibig sbhin bababa na ko sa masagana
pero d ka pa rin nababa
kya ngunderpass na lang ako khit ang tgal-tgal ko na hindi dumadaan don
at kahit mas matatagalan ako
ok lang
pagdating sa underpass bumaba ka na
akala ko tapos na don
pinagbuksan mo ko ng pinto at pinagsarhan
tumingin lang ako sayo
baka kasi mhalata mo
ngumiti ka lang
akala ko sbay pa tyo sa underpass
kaso nag jaywalking ka
akala ko maabutan pa kta
kaya binilisan ko ang pagbaba at pagakyat ng hagdan
pero pgdating ko don wla ka na
d na kta ulit nkita
pro sana mkita ulit kta
at maulit ang pangyayari sa fx..

ÜÜÜÜÜÜ

reaching the point of saturation

2005-01-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

30 minutes na lang 10pm na hindi pa ko tpos sa formal report sa biochem at sobrang dmi ko pa ggwin.. prang kulang pa rin khit hindi ako matulog.. sobrang saturated na ung utak ko!!!

january 10, 2005

2005-01-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

gling ako sm khpon kc shopping kme ni ate tska bmili ako ng goggles tska ng gift pra sa 18 treasures sa debut ni tatcha.. tpos ngpunta ko metromall kc bbli sna ko ng 2nd hand na fone tpos swap ko ung bngay ni kuya na 61.. eh mlay ko b nman na 500 lang nla bblhin un.. mas mura pa sa calcu ang cellphone ngaun.. ang ending d ko na lang bnenta.. sa greenhills na lang.. paguwi ko nood tv kwentuhan kme ni ate.. ngayos ng gmit pra sa dorm tpos ngpanggap na ngaaral sa biochem.. d ko nmlayan ala-una na pla.. eh ssunduin ako ni mma ng 5am so ciempre nkatulog ako 3:30 at ngsing ako 4:30.. ang saya.. at mas msaklap may swimming class ako ng 7am.. maaga nmana ko nkrting sa dorm kya nakatulog pa ko sndli.. tpos aion nga swimming na nklimutan ko pa ung orange na towel na requiremnt ng prof.. kc klangan orange lahat ng gmit mo.. slippers, bag, at towel.. kya badtrip na ko nung pmasok tpos npglitan pa ko nung prof kc d ako ngpaalam na aahon na ko.. eh ok lang cya?! 8:45 na pnpg-lap nya pa kme at may klase pa ko ng 9am.. srap tlga itulak sa swiming pool non! sbrang skit na ng ktawan ko ngaun kc afer lunch may unknown nman kme sa quanti lab.. ciempre tranta to the max.. ngulo ang mundo ko at utak ko.. paguwi ng dorm srap na sna matulog kaso pagdting mo sbrang dumi pa ng room eh as if nman na mkakatulog ako nang mukhang payatas ang plgid ko kya ngpakabayani nnman ako.. sa oras na 2 gusto ko na matulog ng mga 2 arw na wlang gisingan kaso imposible...

blog ko..

2005-01-10T19:31:00.000+08:00

nkakasawa na ung look nya pro tntmad akong bguhin.. la pa ko sa mood.. i wanna sleep na!!! pro hindi pwde.. arrgh...

year 2005

2005-01-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

i started the year the way i want to. ksma ko c papa. first new year din nmin together. sbrang saya.. kaso may remembrance pa ang new year sken.. eksaktong 12 napaso ako ng yosi ni ate.. tanga ko kc.. hehe.. at least i'll always remember that weekend na sbrang nging happy ako!

christmas '04

2004-12-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

last christmas was the best xmas ive ever had.. un ang first memory ko ng christmas with papa.. pero un din ang first xmas na hindi ko ksma c mama.. well gnon tlga ang buhay.. klangan ka gmwa ng choice. sobrang saya tlga ng weekend na un.. first time ako uminom na ksma c papa.. ang noche buena nmin beer at vodka at ciempre pulutan.. hehe.. wla nga lang cla selyne at sasha (fyi: mga kpatid ko cla) kya mjo disappointed ako kc d ko cla nksama. pro sobrang saya pa rin.

bukas new year's eve na. hindi ko pa rin alm kung san ako mgsspend ng new year. ang hrap tlga ng gntong setup. klangan ka lgi mamili at sa ppiliin mo hindi pwedeng wlang msktan. ciempre gusto ko mgspend ng new year sa cavite pero ngkkgulo na. kc ayw ni mama. bhala na.

ewn ko kung anong mngyyri this year. bsta ang alm ko lang tuloy pa rin ang pagsubsob sa libro dhil wla akong choice. xmas next year? exciting dhil may promise sken c papa.. sna matuloy.. pero hindi ko sure if i will still experience the same xmas na nranasan ko ng 18 years.. dhil bka may mga mgbago.. for sure mgbbago ang lhat pag nsa cavite na kme.. gnon tlga.. i have to make a choice..

ang wlang kwentang pc

2004-12-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

ang tgal na pla since huli akong ngblog.. npkawlang kwenta nman kc ng pc nmin.. lgi na lang cra.. iniisip na nga nmin na idispatsa na un eh.. hehe.. yan tuloy laki ng nggastos ko sa pginternet.. kainis!

hellweek!!

2004-12-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

naiiyak na ko sa sbrang dami ng gwin ko.. may 2 thesis sa tues. 4 test ko 2mrw at hnd pa ko ngaaral. may swimming pa ko ng 7-9 at class ko ng 9am! argh! may makeup class pa ko 2m ng 4-7pm. stressed out na ko!!!!!!

npakasayang araw

2004-12-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

dpat 1-230 lang ang psok ko ngaun. ang saya ko kya ngpunta kme ni liza(barkada ko at room8 sa uste) sa sm manila kgb tpos ngpuyat kme ng mga room8s ko at nnood ng because of you na sobrang hltang pirated at santa santita na ang lman lang nung cd love scene ni angelica at jericho. tpos nnood kme ng sassy girl. sobrang naiyak ako. gnda tlga! uulitin ko un. tpos nnood din ng y tu mama tambien kya lang hnd ko na ntpos kc nktulog na ko. pgkgcing ko may 7 msgs sa phone ko at 3 missed calls. lhat cnsb na wlang psok. eh d ok lang ta least mkkatulog ako. ng lunch kme ng mga room8s tpos ngbalak pmunta ng tutuban pro d ako smma. at heto ako ngaun sa computer shop sa dorm may dlang mlking bag at pauwi na dhil may super typhoon daw myang gabi.. ang saya tlga ng buhay!

letting go

2004-11-28T03:25:00.000+08:00

“Waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in this drought.. useless and disappointing.”
-Cinderella Story

It’s been two years and a half. Two years and a half of waiting and hoping. Waiting for someone and hoping to bring back a lost love. But all things would really come to an end. And this is the end. The end of a chapter that took me more than half of my life to finish.

You’ve moved on sooner than I thought. And I didn’t.

I wasted every single second thinking about you. Thinking what could have been if we remained together. I had so many regrets. There are moments when I want to do stupid things. Stupid things that will make me look like a fool. All because I want to bring back my life to those days I felt complete. You made me complete. I never made yours. I became reluctant to let you know how I really feel. But it’s too late. For almost three long years, I felt my life was incomplete. But I’ve come to realize that the reason why I feel so incomplete is not because you’re gone. It’s because I continue to hold on to something that I thought of as the only means to make me feel complete.

I believe in destiny. Destiny will find its own way to bring back two separate lives into one life full of love. I still believe in destiny. But you’re not my destiny. There will come a time when destiny will let you know that it’s really not meant to be. It took me almost three years to realize the truth. You’re just a part of my past. A big part of me that I will surely remember for the rest of my life. A part that I will always be thankful for. But I will stop holding on. Because as I continue to hold on, the more I hurt myself. You are no longer mine. And will never ever be mine again.

I admit you always appear in my dreams. I don’t know why. I’ve read that dreams are the language of God to man. I guess this is God’s way of telling me to stop thinking of you. Stop hoping. Stop loving you. And just let go. You’re just a beautiful dream. But then all dreams end. I already woke up to reality.

I always thought of life as a big fairytale. There is the princess waiting for her prince. The prince who will end the story and make the princess feel as if she’s on cloud nine. All had a happy ending. But not ours. Princesses get tired too of waiting for the prince.Life is indeed a big fairytale. But unfortunately not all fairytales end with “…and they lived happily ever after.”

This time, it’s the real goodbye….

start of 2nd semester

2004-11-15T18:11:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i blogged. sbrang dami na kasi gngwa. actually i have to study pa pra sa test tomorrow. 4 subjects ako bkas at 3 don may test ako. puro 5 units pa un. at 1 pa lang ang nppagaralan ko. haay.. buti na lang wlang pasok today. slmat sa mga muslim. 1 week nnman ng wlang ktpusang pgaaral. arwarw na lang may test. d ko na nssabi ung "wlang ggwin bkas!".

screening last november 13, 2004

2004-11-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

what's your full name?
julie jane dy

say something about yourself.
i love being in front of people. blah, blah, blah... (words gushed through my mouth and i can't remember anything i said)

have you joined a beauty pageant before?
yes. when i was still in highschool.

if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
my height and my weight. it is because the society dictates a certain standard for beauty. if you're not this tall or not this thin, they don't look up to you as beautiful as other people who fit in their standard.

when is your birthday?
july 19

so you're a cancerian.
what do you think is the best thing about being a girl?
i guess making decisions that would change the next minute. Girls have the privilege to be fickle-minded.

Q&A 1

2004-11-03T03:06:00.000+08:00

1. What is it about you that people don't really notice? i love to take care of kids.. and i wanna go to an orphanage or home for the aged and make them really happy.. in fact i dream of putting up an orphanage but not the traditional one..

2. What do people commonly mistake you for? mataray, suplada, nangiirap, a maria clara

3. Are you insecure? sometimes..

4. Do you think you're attractive? oo nman! it's just a matter of confidence.. hehe..

5. Do you find it easy to trust people? yep.. very much..

6. Do you have a really big secret? of course..

7. If yes, how many people have you told about it? i just keep it to myself.. but ate and macy knows some of them..

8. How do you get mad? keep quiet.. cry.. and show how i feel through my eyes..

9. What do you do when you're bored? read magazines dated years/months back.. write a wish list.. internet.. sleep..

10. Do you enjoy doing nothing? yeah.. pero nakakabobo na mnsan..

11. Are you comfortable being alone? at times coz i can do whatevr i want.. but my imagination sometimes goes wild and i become paranoid..

12. Do you think watching the sunset or the stars is fun? yep.. makes me feel good..

13. Do you like the rain? yup.. no classes!

14. What can you say about poetry? poetry is full of emotions but it depends on the reader how will they perceive those emotions..

15. Are you a phone person? yup.. i can spend hours and hours and hours and hours on the phone..

16. Do you find it easy to express how you feel? not all the time..

17. What song best describes how you feel right now? wherever you are by southborder..

18. What impossible thing do you want to do right now? be with him..

19. What is missing in your life right this moment? the happiness ive been longing for..

20. R u happy with the way your lovelife is going? ....huh?! love and life are two separate words for me..

irritating!!!

2004-11-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

bkit ba may mga taong sadyang nakakinis? d nman cla nangiinis pero tlgang nakakainis cla the moment na makita mo cla and more kpag kausap mo na. pag-hello nya pa lang sa phone gusto mo na ibaba ang telephone. d mo nman masabi na naiinis ka sa kanila kc alm mo na wla din nmang patutunguhan na mganda ung ggawin mo. at marami din ang maiinis sa yo pag gnwa mo un kc d nila alm ang situation mo. kung alm lang sna nla at sla ang nsa position ko bka nka isang libong mura na cla. nakakainis tlga! ngfifeeling. ngmmagaling. gn2 ung mga time na wish mo na sna d na lang gnwang crime ang pgpatay ng tao. sna casual lang cyang gngwa. hehe. gnon tlga ung feeling. gs2 ko na cya mwla sa paningin ko at sna d ko na cya mkita at mkausap. sna d ko na lang cya nakilala. cgro mas masaya at wla akong problema ngyon. actually dti ko pa to pnrpoblema pro d nman cya dapt problemahin noh! ang nkkainis lang ang mnhid nya kc d man lang nya naffeel na ayw ko cya kausapin kc bka kung ano lang ang msabi ko. mas mabuti pa na hindi na lang ako mgsalita pra wla na lang gulo. nakakainis kc inopen ko ung buhay ko sknya. inopen ko ung srili ko sknya. sna d ko na lang gnwa un. ok lang nman sken na open book ang buhay ko eh pro may mga nsabi ako sknya na hnd ko na lang dpat cnb. nkakainis tlga cya!!! pag ksma mo kala mo kung cno. ang srap batukan. pero wla akong mggwa. un ung pnka nkkainis sa lhat.

last few hours

2004-11-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

ilang oras na lang at ppasok nnman ako. pero prang hndi ko lang cya pnpansin kc ngpupuyat pa ko khit maaga ako ppsok. ok lang yan for sure nman wlng mga profs bkas eh. ayoko pa tlga pmsok. gsto ko pa matulog nang matulog. 2 nights kmeng nsa sementeryo. sobrang close na nga kme ni lolo eh. at pati na rin ng mga puntod sa eternity. d nga lang kme nkapunta sa rosario kc malayo eh c ate lang ang mgddrive ayw ni papa delikado daw. enweis nkakinis kc d man lang kme ulit ngkitakita ng bgo man lang mgpasukan. may knya2 nnman kmeng buhay. bday ni mark sa friday at sna m2pad na nya ung wish nya na mgkaron ng tea party khit alm nyang llangawin lang ang tsaa nya! hehe.. bsta mmmiss ko clang lahat.. iba pa rin tlga...

highschool life

2004-10-30T04:03:00.000+08:00

nakakamiss tlga ang highschool. khpon ngpunta ako ng st. jo pra sa annual (what's new?!). tpos mrrealize mo na ibang iba tlga ung life noon kesa ngyong college. may party cla khpon at as usual todo prepare c sir albina. wla pa ata akong naatendan na party sa ust. bukod sa paskuhan la pa tlga. may mga party nman kaso concert un. d ako umatend kc la lang. d ko lang feel. tpos mkkita mo ung mga teachers mo noon. d nman cla nkkamiss msyado. hehe.. tpos nkpagchikahan kme ky ms de vera. as usual tamad pa rin cya. at buntis nnman! may klase pa cya pro ngpal8 cya sa class nya kc chika ng chika tska d na daw cya mgllesson.. anong bago?! gus2 ko na bmlik sa gnong buhay. ung pa-easyeasy ka lang pg lunch. ang tgal pa bgo ka llbas ng room kc mgaayos ka pa tpos plakad2 lang after mglunch ng proben at melon. ttambay ka lang at mkkpagchismisan. ngyon sbrang init na ng pwet mo sa seat d pa rin lunch at hbang ngkklase iicpin mo na kung pano mo pgkkasyahin lhat ng ggwin mo sa lunch. pgdismiss lbas ka kaagad kc dami pa ggwin at mauubusan ka na ng table sa mga kainan sa dapitan. hbang kmkain aral ka na at gwa ng mga assignments na dpat nung gabi mo pa gnwa pro nkatulog ka kya umasa ka na lang sa lunch. after mo mglunch klangan mo na pmsok dhil mgaaral ka pa ng test na hindi ka ntpos mgaral dhil as sobrang haba ng coverage. smantalang dati pg d ka nkpagaral tnong ka lang sa ibang section kung ano ung lmabas sa test nla kc 4 sure llbas din un samen. hehe..

ilang araw na lang balik na sa dating buhay

2004-10-28T03:17:00.000+08:00

eto nnman ako gsing pa rin khit mdling arw na. myamya lang ssikat na ang araw at tska pa lang ako m22log. feeling ko nga ngttrabaho na ko sa call center eh! few days left at pasukan na. balik aral. wla nang tv at higit sa lhat ang sobrang mamimiss ko ung sobrang tulog. ung buong arw ka tulog ng tulog tpos pg gabi nood ka lang ng tv, internet, ligo, kain, at kung ano2 pa na wlang ka22ran! hehe.. blik dorm na nman. every weekend na lang ako mkkpanood ng tv. mwwla nnman ako sa sibilisasyon! ako nga yta ang pnkahuling nkaalam na nhuli ung serial killer eh! hehe.. blik pkkipag-agwan sa cr pra mligo. d na pwde ung pgkgcing mo lbas ka lang ng kwarto may pagkain na dhil klngan mo pa magluto ( ng instant noodles! hehe..) or bumili ng food sa lbas. yoko na 2loy pmasok pro gs2 ko na rin kc sbrang mbbaog na ko d2 sa bhay.

whoever, wherever you are

2004-10-27T09:13:00.000+08:00

Wherever You Are
by Southborder

I love to see the ocean's beauty
and the moon that shines above
alone in the sand looking at the stars
Wishing someday I would find true love
Would it be nice to see the morning
With the one you love the most
Would it be nice to say goodnight
To the one you hold so close To your heart
To your heart

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hope it'll find its way to you
Wherever you are
I love to sit in fields of green
Looking deeply through the sky
Watching birds as they fly by
Hoping someday fate will bring me true love
Would it be nice to hold someone
So dear, near to your heart
I love you from the one that you love
that you love

I'd love to see myself one day
In the arms of someone
Who will share his life with me
selflessly.. someday...
You will find your way... to me...

Again...

2004-10-27T08:51:00.000+08:00

I heard from a friend today
And she said you were in town
Suddenly the memories came back to me in
My mind

How can I be strong I've asked myself
Time and time I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again

A wounded heart you gave,
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many,
I know you did
I come from a place that hurts,
God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return
Never fall again
Making love to you felt so good and
Oh so right

So here we are alone again,
Didn't think I'd come to this
And to know it all began
With just a little kiss
I've come to close to happiness,
To have it swept away
Don't think I can take the pain
No never fall in love again
Kinda late in the game
And my heart is in your hands
Don't you stand there and then tell me
You love me
Then leave again
'Cause I'm falling in love with you again
Hold me, hold me
Don't ever let go
Say it just one time
Say you love me
God knows I do love you again...

2004-10-24T03:26:00.000+08:00

wish ko mgkaron nito pero ayw ako bgyan ni ate. naicp ko na pgiipunan ko pro sndali ko pa lang cya naiicp nrealize ko na imposible sa gastadorang kong 'to.. hmp......

kainis!

2004-10-24T03:03:00.000+08:00

nadelete ung isa kong blog na pnmagatang "grades.. internship.. med.."! bad3p tlga! pangitain na b 2?!?! hehe..

yesterday..

2004-10-24T02:42:00.000+08:00

sbrang saya ko khpon.. mali pla! nung isang araw kc sunday na ngyon. bsta saya ko last friday. khit na hindi ako nktulog dhil nginternet ako hnggang umaga (abuso kc sa free inetrnet ng blast! hehe..) at klangan ko umlis ng early morning pra sa enrollment feeling ko ok lang khit almost 24 hours ako gcing. maybe pra sa iba its normal na ihatid ka ng brother mo sa school. hntayin ka mtpos mgenroll tpos llbas kyo. pero ung day na un sbrang extraordinary 4 me. its been a while since huli kme ngkasama or even gumala together. i missed him. i really had fun with him. sbrang happy ko at that moment khit 1 day lang un at we have to live separately again after that day...

a day with ate

2004-10-21T08:14:00.000+08:00

This was taken sa loob ng kia. d ko na mtndaan kung kelan bsta ang alam ko ngmall kme n2 tpos diretso kme ng manila sa may morayta to be exact kc sinundo c michael. boyfriend ni ate. nghhintay kme sa loob ng kotse at nttkot lmbas dhil nkktkot ung mga taong dmdaan. kya ngpicture-an na lang kme sa loob ng kotse. mukha kmeng mga tanga. hehe.. pro enjoy. kwentuhan kme. pti ung bhay sa tpat ng pinagparking-an nmin pngkwentuhan na nmin kc nkktkot tlga ung bahay. d2 rin nmin npagusapn ni ate ang debut ko. sbrang saya ko non kc dpat sa studio 1 ggwin. sbrang excited na ko non. obviously d natuloy kc mhal ung place pg weekends. ngpunta kmeng town at festi after n2 khit gnabi na kme sa pghhnap ng pwdeng bar kaso wla tlga. pro ok lang at least happy pa rin ung ngyari sa party ko. may beer din nman eh. may lafang. at ciempre nandon ung mga taong gs2 kong nndon-> mga bart.

wlang mgwa..

2004-10-21T07:45:00.000+08:00

hltang wla akong mgwa sa buhay ko at sinusulit ko ung free internet ng blast.. kya nilipat ko na lang lhat ng entry ko sa livejournal at xanga.. nonsense!

8am na ngiinternet pa rin ako.. pro klangan ko pmunta ng perpetual ng 10.. d na lang ako m22log.. tma! kya ko 2..

aug 29, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:38:00.000+08:00

17 hrs ako natulog kya wat do u expect eh d mskit ulo ko. tpo pgkagcing kain agd tpos internet na. bad3p pa dhil ilang beses ako ngsend ng pic sa email kaso mali pla ung gngwa ko a mms. pro finally nsend din cya laki nga lang ng bill ko for sure. npnaginpan ko ulit cia. naalala ko nnman cia kainis.

aug 26, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:35:00.000+08:00

gling ako uste ngyon. aga ko gmcing knakabahan pa ko kc d pa ko ngaaral sa 2 subj na exam ko. english at philo. pro ung english nkpagbasa nman ako through the help of rod.. hnram ko ung book nya yesterday tpos pnxerox nya na pla. bait tlga ni rod. enweis balik sa kwento for this day suspended at nsa baclaran na ko nung nlman ko na wla plang psok. worse, putol ang line ko kya d ako mktxt sa mga tao. pgbaba ko ng dapitan isang "napakalinis" na baha ang sumalubong sken. mron pang isang guy na kupal na inagawan ako ng side car. ciempre hindi ako mkkraing dorm kung wlang sidecar dhil wla akong balak mgkaron ng leptospirosis. sa wkas nksakay na ko at accidentally ung knkausap ko pla na girl na pnpsabay ko sken eh tga dorm din. d ko pa nga ntnong name nya eh, hehe. nakauwi nman ako ng safe kaso sobrang hagard na ko, nkatulog na nga ko sa fx eh. bad3p tlga. sana wla ulit psok 2m. advantage tlga pag nasa ust ka dhil konting baha lang suspended na.

june 25, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:30:00.000+08:00

it was june 23, 2004. wednesday. ksma ko c robbie tpos meet nmin c jean sa burger king. ksma ni jean ung classm8 nya c tristan. tpos punta kme gp tpos ngkyyaan uminom sa tap-si. pgpasok ko don nkita ko c jen. usap kme sandali.

june 20, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:25:00.000+08:00

hectic schedule... problem: DEBUT!

this week was a total hectic week. dami na ginagawa at feeling ko ang tgal ko na pumapsok pro halos 3 weeks pa lang nman. dami ko problems. una na ung about money. ung mga ginastos ko na pangdorm dpat klangan ko na byran. mgtitipid tlga ko. tpos ung debut ko pa. un tlga problem. kc hindi ko alm ung ggwin ko. gusto ko mgparty ciempre kaso c mama gusto d2 na lang sa bahay. pro matutuloy pa rin ung sa orphanage. hopefully. pro ung party proper ayoko nman gwin d2 sa bahay. gusto ko nman something new. gusto ko mging memorable ung debut ko. once in a lifetime lang un so dpat tlga mging extra special. kahit anong gusto ko na plano for my birthday hindi rin sigurado dahil klangan pa ng approval ni mama and papa. knna nga iniiisp ko wat if may surprise tpos bglang nndon cia. talk about impossible. bsta gusto ko mrong mngyyring surprise.

june 13, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:17:00.000+08:00

start of classes..

it was the first week of classes.. so far so good. ok pa nman ang mga profs. basta promise ko mgaaral ako ng mabuti to get good grades. ok din nman ang dorm. kahit mgisa pa lang ako don dhil wla pa si liza ok pa din kc mabait naman cla april, ate mae, ate tin, at jemie. feeling ko ttagal na ko don. dapat talaga dahil ngsasawa na rin ako na palipatlipat ng dorm. kahit gusto ko na lumipat sa apartment ni bq since wla na cia ksma don hndi pa rin pwde kc ayaw ni mama.

dreams ko..

naguguluhan ako sa mga dreams ko these past few days. pra tlgang 22o nung pagkagising ko.the other day cya ung napanaginipan ko. kaso physically hindi cyang-cya. prang mgkausap kme tpos dpat mgbind ung pinkies nmin, ung parang sa mga mgfriends kpag may agreement tpos sabi ko daw ayoko dahil baka kung ano na nman patunguhan nmin. then ung arm na lang daw namin ung nagbind tpos hug nya ko. tpos ask ko cia kumusta na cya. sabi nya ok nman daw. dami na daw cia pera at babalik daw cya at papakasalan nya ko. weird!!! kagabi nman ung kpatid nman ung napanaginipan ko. naulan daw nun school ata ung location. tpos may payong ako pinayungan ko daw cya dahil wla cyang pyong. ihahatid ko cia sa ppuntahan nya tpos ang nangyari inuwi ko cia kaso naiyak cia kya hinatid ko na lang cia sa bahay nila at doon nagkita kme tpos ngusap kme in private kaso naputol na ung story. haaay...
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june 7, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:15:00.000+08:00

pasukan na talaga..

today: naglipat ako sa dorm ng mga things ko. paguwi ko may surprise sken c ate. bnili nya ko ng bag. im so happy!

june 4, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:09:00.000+08:00

a lot had been going on lately. first: flores de mayo. hmm.. ok nman cia. i felt pretty okay.

after that, enrollment. finally second year na ko.

ngaway pa nga kme ni kuya b4 nung enrollment. not actually ngaway pro gnon na nga. kc nman gusto nya after lunch pa ko mgenroll eh AM kme mgkikita nla robbie. prang naisip ko nga wat if sumunod ako kay kuya eh d sana wla akong offense. may offense kc kme for not following the sched.

what else?! well d cia 2mtwag lately. what's new? my questions were answered at last. wla nga lang tlga un. enough na nga yan. sinasayang ko lang ang energy ko kakaisip sa mga bagay na never nmang mangyayari. prang iniisip ko kung anong gagawin ko pag nkarating ako sa moon pro alam ko nmang never ako mkkrating sa moon. naks ang lalim!

may 29, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T07:01:00.000+08:00

its been a week since huli kme ngusap. siguro nga wla lang tlga un. nadisappoint ako sknya kasi patapon na talaga ung buhay nya. kya nagddalawang isip na ko kung dpat ko p ba ituloy ang paghihintay na to. kasi mukhang mppunta rin nman sa wla.

may 28, 2004>>xanga

2004-10-21T06:59:00.000+08:00

its already 1am and later this afternoon flores de mayo na. im not that excited compared dati. hindi ako ganong kaexcited isuot ung gown ko neither ayusan ako.

nearly 1 week to go at pasukan na. dati excited ako pumasok kaso nung nwlan ako ng pera prang ayoko pa kc hindi pa ko prepared.

may 23, 2004>> xanga

2004-10-21T06:56:00.000+08:00

shopping galore! yan ang ginwa nmin ni ate yesterday. punta kme southmall dahil nttmad kme d2 sa house tpos nkita nmin na sale sa mossimo. nkbili rin ako ng makeup tska pants tska school shoes khpon. ang saya saya tlga. d best tlga c ate.

kya lang ndisappoint ako pgkgsing ko kc nkrcv ako ng msg from bidshot na outbid na ko dun sa japanese spitz pup. gs2 ko pa nman un. nkakainis. mnsan na nga lang ako mangangarap na may tuta eh tpos nabulilyaso pa.

may 21, 2004>> xanga

2004-10-21T06:51:00.000+08:00

yey! i bought a digicam na yesterday. bumili kme ni kuya. ang saya-saya ko tlga. buti na lang nkita ko ung twag ni kuya sa fone ko kc pauwi na kme nung time na un. bait2 tlga ni kuya.

pumunta nga rin pla kme kay karen khpon. sa st. dominique sa may bacoor. she was operated dhil sa appendicitis. sana mbilis din ung recovery ni karen kc hindi na nmin cia nkkasama simula nung hndi kme nkrating sa sm bacoor at nagtampo cia.

nagkita na kme khpon. tpos 2mwag ulit cya. c kuya ung nksagot kaso tulog ako sa sobrang antok. d ko tuloy cia nkausap.

may 20, 2004>>xanga

2004-10-21T06:47:00.000+08:00

5:01 AM

its oredi 5am and im not yet sleeping. addicted sa friendster at sa bidshot.

12:05 AM
today nagpunta cla lora d2. c lora, jv, jape, lianne, mark, at best ko. fortunately may naaccomplish nman kme pra sa yearbook. sobrang pagod na nga ako knna eh kya bgla na lang ako naka2log pgkaalis nila. at right timing ang paggising ko dahil nagring ung fone at cya ulit! haha.. happy ko na naman. naputol nga lang ung paguusap nmin kc ginamit ni kuya ung fone tpos naginternet kme after.

may 19, 2004>>from xanga

2004-10-21T06:43:00.000+08:00

i went to bidshot.com! may interested na sa headset ko.. yehey! mgkkapera na ko! hehe.. i really want a digicam! sbrang gs2 ko tlga!!!

4am na at hindi pa ko natutulog. tomorrow 1pm ang meeting d2 sa house.. hmmm.. mgising kya ko?! hehe.. career ko ang friendster huh.. pti kung ano2ng mga hipstir at hi5 pinatulan ko na sa sobrang boring ng buhay. pero ayoko pa talaga pumasok. gs2 ko pa mksama bart pipol..

may 19, 2004>> from xanga

2004-10-21T06:42:00.000+08:00

what a stressful week!!! sana matapos na tong yearbook na to... nagsasawa na ko!

may 20, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T06:36:00.000+08:00

stressed out!!!!!!!!!!

its almost thursday today.. tuesday and wednesday buong araw akong wala sa bahay. inaasikaso ang annual. hirap tlaga kc daming problema pero kya pa nman. sna lang mkayanan ko pa pag may class na. sobrang stressed out na tlga ko. prang bbagsak na ko knna.

im really glad dahil feeling ko love ako ni kuya! hehe.. knna nung nlman niya na aalis ako akala nya enrollment ko na tpos sabi nya pg ngenroll daw ako ssmahan nya ko kc nga may dla akong pera. ntouch ako. tpos hndi cya pumasok ngayon and2 lang cya sa bahay at least may ksma ako ngaun. atska cnsmhan ako ni kya mg internet ktbi ko cya knna d2 sa computer. tpos nung nghanap cya ng phone sa nokia.com feeling ko naging impt ung opinion ko pra sa knya.

ngbihis tlga ko khpon kc wednesday.. hehe.. kaso blewala effort ko.. la cia don.. ituturing ko na lang isang mgandang dream ung nangyari smen...

may 14, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T06:31:00.000+08:00

hindi cya tumawag ngyon. ewn ko lang kung tumwag cya hbang tulog ako pro bsta hnd ko cya nkausap ngaun. i feel so unloved today. nung isang araw lang happy ko, sobra, tpos ngyon sad nnman ako. hnd tlga ko matutulog hnggang hnd cya tumatwag. promise. kung klangan lumagok ako ng 10 tasa ng kape ggwin ko pra lang gcing ako kpag tumawag cya. ano ba ito???

may 13, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T06:26:00.000+08:00

haaay.... un lang ang masasabi ko.. ngusap kme khpon around 11am.. ng-sorry cya bgla out of the blue.. ayw ko na ibaba ung fone knna.. kung pwde lang tlga kaso aalis daw kme.. i miss him tlga.. prang nothing changed.. sna 2mwag ulit cya

may 11, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T06:20:00.000+08:00

boring days... ilang araw na ko ganito.. at least i got what i want.. a foot spa!!! courtesy of ate.

alay ko mmya.. ung crowning of virgin mary. im not excited kc khpon ko lang nlman at hindi ako prepared. barely 4 hours to go nga eh wla pa ko isusuot. buhay nga nman.

i miss him so much. knna ko pa nrrinig ung name nya sa tv. paulitulit ko nrnig. bkit kung kelan ayw ko cya ispin tska nman lging may ngppaalala sken. sna one day mgparamdam cya pra nman mlman ko na there is still something between us. khit sbrang liit na lang i'll hang on to that little something...

may 8, 2004>>livejournal

2004-10-21T06:08:00.000+08:00

well.. well.. well.. early morning pa lang, bad news na! naaksidente c mama at nsa hospital. her elbow broke daw hbang ngbbowling.. actually d me gano nshock! hehe.. pro in fairness ntouch ako ky macy dun sa tnxt nia. concern tlga cia for mama esp for me. biruin mo naisip pa nia dalawin smantalang ako nndito sa bhay ngccomputer hbang nkhiga sa hospital bed c mama.

im happy today kc happy kme ni ate kanina. i mean khpon pla kc nmn bliktad ang oras ko. feeling nsa states. grbe ang saya tlga nung ngttwanan kme. bihira mngyari un this past few days dhil hindi nman kme nkkpagusap. usually during dinner lang. dhil aalis ako ng umaga tpos ddting cya wla na ko. pgdting ko nman gabi na tulog pa rin cya tpos ggsingin ko tpos mgddiner kme den aalis na cya. ganon tlga ang buhay. i miss the days nung prho pa kme pmpsok ni ate sa school. lgi kme mgksama. ngaion d kme pwde bsta umalis dhil may pasok cya sa gabi at sa araw nman klangan nya matulog. pg weekends nman or ung mga araw na wla cya psok, ung isang araw don buong araw cya tulog.

hmmm....adiccted na ako sa sims. yan tlga ang nggwa ng sbrang pgka bore. ang dami ko pa klangan gwin pra sa annual tpos nauubos lang ung oras ko sa kktayo ng bahay at pagbuhay sa mga tao. kc nman tntmad na tlga ko sa yrbook na yan. ang hrap non noh at hnd biro un. ung annual buong batch mkkakita non at for sure eh mnlalait na nman ung mga wlang mgwa sa buhay.

may 7, 2004 >>livejournal

2004-10-21T06:05:00.000+08:00

being alone = bored to death

isa na namang araw... wlang kwentang araw.. nothing important happened. bukod sa epekto ng xenical, wla nang mhlagang bgay na ngyri ngayon. ang tgal ko ng nandito sa hrap ng computer, hoping na mddownload ko rin ang ozworld. kya lang d ko mpagana mga 10 years kong hnintay na mdownload.

pag gabi ako na lang mg1, wla c ate, c kuya, c mama. ako at ang katulong lang. miss ko tuloy c ate jo kc kung gnitong situation pngrado chikahan kmi nun at pedicure, manicure. kaso d kme close nung katulong ngyon. ang thimik at maaga matulog. im looking forward to the day na may mkkausap ako dito sa bhay, ung may ksma ako sa puyatan. kya nga happy ako kpag wlang psok c ate. kc may ksma na ko.

i hate being alone pro mnsan i love being alone.

may 6, 2004 >> from livejournal

2004-10-21T05:55:00.000+08:00

as usual magisa na naman ako ngayon.. hnd ako nkasama sa badminton knna kc hndi ako ngsing ( what's new?!) to wrap up this day msaya namn ako dahil nakikita ko na ang effect ng xenical! hehe.. khit mjo nnlalambot ako ok lang kc nkkita ko nman ung rsults khit sndali pa lang ako gmgmit non. sna nga pumayat na ako. ewan ko ba kung bakit ko tlga gusto pumayat.

swang swa na ko sa pagsabi sa srili ko na maybe God is preparing the "one" for me at hindi pa tlga time.. mnsan tuloy prang obligation na lang na sbhin ko un sa srili ko pra lang mpaniwala ko ung srili ko na there will be a man out there who will love me the way i want to..

working abroad

2004-10-21T04:23:00.000+08:00

knna feature sa special assignment ung mga caregiver na ngaabroad. prang npaisip ako don kung tma b tlga na mgdoctor ako. may interview cla na ngttraining as caregiver na doctor na cia. optometrist. imagine doctor ka na nga tpos, d nman sa pagmmaliit sa mga caregiver, bababa ka pa ng level. 10 years ka mgaaral, actually d pa nga eksaktong 10 un estimate lang, tpos wla rin pla. dmi na doctors na ngging nurses na lang abroad. katangahan cya kung iicipin mo pero tma rin cla kc they're just being practical. khit mlaki ung byad sa doctor mas mlaki ciempre ang kita sa states. dti pag tntnong ako kung mgttrabaho ako sa states lgi ko cnsb ayoko. c ms peg pa nga ung isa sa mga ngtnong sken nun. idealistic daw ako msyado sb nya. kasi ang sken lang ngaral ka d2 tpos ibang tao ung mkkinabang seo smantalang sbrang dmi ang nmmatay d2 dhil kulang ng medical services. prang ngppkabayani ang dting pro un dti ang pnnwla ko. un din ang cngot ko sa interview ko sa ust. nkpasok ako sa ust dhil sa tnong na "what do u think of doctors being nurses abroad?" at un ang cngot ko. hmmm.. prang ngyon nppaicp ako pano nman ung dreams ko.. gs2 ko ciempre yumaman. cno b nman ang hnd db?! prang d ko m22pad un kung d2 lang ako. dmi ko klla ko doctors pro d nman cla k2lad ng iniimagine ko na mngyyri sken pg nging doctor na ko. ah ewn.. bsta mgaaral muna ko.. bhala na.. bsta gs2 ko m2pad ang childhood dream ko, ang mging well-known doctor. yumaman. at mgkaron ng mrming mrming med mission.. hehe..

hbang nppaicp ako nung nnood ng special assignment nlipat ko sa channel 7. nklimutan ko kung anong plbas un bsta documentary din. ang feature nman nla about sa mga hosto na ngjjpan.. eh kung mgjapan na lang kya ko?!?! hehehehe.... 4 sure yyman pa ko...

sobrang tulog..

2004-10-21T04:17:00.000+08:00

mg aalas kwatro na ng umaga at hindi pa rin ako natutulog.. pano nga b nman ako mkkatulog eh ngcing ako knna 12:30 ng tanghali tpos pgdting ng 3 ng hapon nkatulog nnman ako.. at ngcing ako lubog na ang arw.. 7:30 na! cno b nman ang hndi ttmarin sa gn2ng buhay.. ppunta pa ko bkas, i mean mmayang umaga sa ospital pra kunin ung tuition ko tpos punta ko st jo pra sa annual na hindi mtpos tpos na sbrang ayw ko na tlga gwin. ilang arw na nsa tabi ng pc ung mga diskette at papers na dpat ko gwin pero d pa rin cla gumagalaw sa pwesto nla. ayoko na tlga!!! pero klangan kya wla akong choice....

final four minus 1

2004-10-20T05:17:00.000+08:00

last saturday umalis kme nila lianne. ang usapan 8-8:830 sa 711 zapote. at anong oras ako ngcing?? 8:28!!!! arrgh! bkit nman kc d ako mgcing sa alarm ng cellphone ko db?! may miscol c lianne. tpos tnwagan ko agd cya expecting na wla na cya sa bhay. pro nndon pa cya at knwento ko na kkgcing ko lang. buti na lang d pa mkontak ni li c jen kya ok lang daw kht 9:30 na kme mgkita. eh d bnlisan ko agd ung ligo ko. buti na lang nakaisip agd ako ng ssuot ko dhil kung hindi aabutin ng siyam2 cla lianne don! punta muna kme eac kc kukuha c li ng grades. as usual dmi nnman boylets ni lianne pagpasok pa lang.. hehe.. d maubos ubos ang mga boylets ni li.. at aion knuha na nga ni li ung grades nya. naiwan kme ni jen sa foodcourt na eac kung saan ang may mga taong bgla na lang titili.. mron ding mga mukhang hahada.. hehe.. bsta pag ksma mo tlga c jen mgkkaron ka ng kslanan. pagbalik ni lianne dpress cya dhil sa phyana. pro pgsakay ng taxi mapapaisip ka pano pa kya ci li pag hnd depress.Ü.. gala sa rob with nona.. na prang c issa. ang saya saya tlga nung sat kc non lang ulit kme ngsamasama.. un nga lang wla c best kc nman pnglinis ng aquarium ni sweet nating.. mas msya sana kung ksma cya.. enjoy tlga ung araw na un.. binugaw kme ni lianne sa mga kano, intsik, koreano at kung anoano pang lahi. un nga lang wlang kita dhil naunahan kme ng mga bading sa pedro gil wing.. hehe..

saya ng day na to!

2004-10-20T04:46:00.000+08:00

nainspire ako mgupdate n2 dhil ky dennis.. hehe.. dti livejournal ang lbasan ko ng sama ko ng loob ngyon blogspot nman. sna lang mpanindigan ko 2 di tulad ng abandoned livejournal ko.

last monday was one of the happiest days of my life. knuha ko ung clearance ko. passed nman lhat. ewan ko lang kung ano ngyari sa mga grades ko kc sa thursday pa release non. tpos sabi ni ate gala daw kme. tnong nya ko kung san sabi ko gs2 ko atc. mlpit na kme sa atc as in lpit na bglang sabi ni ate "anong ggwin ntn sa atc?".. sgot ko "wla!".. npkagandang sgot kya sabi ni ate southmall na lang tyo kc gs2 nya punta parlor. in short ngaksaya lang kme ng gas at ng pgod. khiya pa pgdting ng sm dhil nka uniform ako. sembreak tpos may isang naliligaw na estudyante. buti nga kung un ung isipin ng ibang tao db kaso bka ispn nla may yayang ksma c ate at naiwan c junior sa playground.. hehe... pgpasok pa lang ng cr na agad c ate. ewn ko b kung bkit prang npka active ng urinary system ng kapatid ko at myat mya ngccr. d nmin alm kung san kme una mgppunta. ako gs2 ko gala muna. c ate gusto punta muna parlor. ang ending nagbato-bato pick kme ni ate sa gitna ng sm. kung cno manalo cya mssunod. haha! eh ako ang nanalo kya gumala muna kme. as usual nag evaporate nnman ang pera ko ng d ko nmmalayan. la na ko pera. 60 pesos na lang lman ng wallet ko. wla pa ytang 1 oras nka 940 na ko. bd3p tlga. kya ngpunta na kme ni ate ng atm kc la na rin cya pera. kaso nalibot na nmin lhat ng atm lhat transaction cancelled. buti na lang pwde credit card don sa parlor. pero klangan 500 above kya kung ano2 na gnwa nmin ni ate. first time ko inantok sa parlor d pa rin tpos. paguwi na realize ko balik nnman ako sa buhay baboy. knna tulog na nman to the max. llbas lang ng kwarto pag kkain. naiyak pa nga ko knna kc gs2 ko na may gwin. gs2 ko mg gym or taebo or kickboxing kaso la pa ko pera.

bored to death

2004-10-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

the moment i open my eyes in the morning ( i mean noontime!Ü) i realize its the start of a new day again. a new day of watching tv all day and night. no more books to read. no more projects to do. and no longer rush to the dorm's bathroom to be the first one to take a bath. turn the tv on.. go to the kitchen and get some food.. wait for ate to come home.. then just go on watching tv.. the next minute, few hours had already passed and its already six o'clock.. time to surf the net.. hehe.. then watch tv again.. eat.. watch tv... then fall asleep.. what a bum life! the joys of semestral break!